"I know it is. All you can think of is to score off her. You’re not thinking of Harry; you’re not even thinking of yourself. What are you going to get, out of going back on everything you’ve stood for for the last twenty years? Harry thinks of you as belonging to Royd, in the same sort of way as Lady Brent does. Why should he have ever thought of you as anything different? Now you’re proposing to show him the difference. You say yourself they _are_ different. You’re going to show him the difference between Lady Brent and them. Which is likely to come out of it best? I don’t know; I’m asking you." "Oh, you’re just trying to aggravate me," she said. "You always were like that. I don’t know why I talk to you at all." "Well, if you’ve finished, I think I’ll go in. I want a peaceful time as long as I’m here. You’re the only person who doesn’t seem to be comfortable and happy. I’d rather be with those of them who are." "I’m not at all happy. I’m just miserable. Harry doesn’t love me any more, and I don’t know what to do about it." They had come to the bowling alley where Wilbraham had thought out his difficulties two summers before. She sank down on to the seat and cried. Wilbraham felt very sorry for her, but determined to prevent her from making mischief if he could. "Look here," he said, "I don’t think it really much matters whether you introduce Harry to your people or not. He’s grown up now, and all that idea of keeping things from him is over. Do what you like about it. Lady Brent won’t try to stop you; I’m pretty certain of that. She has given up trying to direct his life. Why can’t you?" Her sobs increased. "I’m his mother," she said. "I’ve had so little of him. I can’t give him up now." "You had him during the whole of his childhood, more than most mothers have their sons. Lady Brent may have been a bit jealous of you; I dare say she was; she’s got her weaknesses like all the rest of us. But she didn’t try to get him away from you. I was here most of the time, and I could see that plainly enough. You know it too. You’ll be much happier about things if you try to be fair to her, as she’s tried to be fair to you." "Oh, of course it’s her you’re thinking of all the time. I don’t come in at all." "Yes, you do come in. I’m trying to help you to get things straight. The fact is your nose has been put out of joint by this girl who’s here. It isn’t Lady Brent at all, though you heap it all back on her. You can’t expect a boy of Harry’s age to go about tied to his mother’s apron strings, when there’s somebody young for him to play with. You like the girl all right, don’t you?" She had dried her eyes and sat leaning forward in an attitude of picturesque misery. "It doesn’t seem to matter whether I like her or not," she said. "Harry won’t talk to me about her. If he told me he was in love with her I should do my best to sympathize with him. I want to be everything to my son."