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"Why should I tell you what I mean to do?" she said, with fierce scorn.
"Stay where you are till I’ve put right what you hadn’t the sense or the
heart to do; and don’t meddle. Then you can go where you like and do
what you like; only not here. For years I’ve had to live with you, and
bear with your ignorance and vanity and folly, and keep you from going
back on what you’d set your hand to of your own free will. I’ve
defended you from your silly selfish self, so that your own son
shouldn’t see what a thing of naught you were. You’ve had your chance
up to the last moment. Directly it depends upon yourself you can only
strike the son you say you love in his tenderest place, and then come
snivelling to me to mend the damage you’ve done. You want me to put
myself on your side, and treat him as you did. Be very sure that I
shall treat him in no way as you have done. I’ve stood aside all these
years, so as not to take what was owing to you, as I might well have
done if I’d lifted a little finger. Now I’ll take whatever I’ve earned.
Mend your own broken pieces if you can. I’ll do nothing to help you.
Live your own useless selfish life. You shall have money for it. But
live it away from here. You told me once, in one of your foolish
discontented fits, that this house was like a prison to you. You’re
free of your prison. Go; and do what you like with your liberty."
She rose suddenly, and went out. Mrs. Brent sat for a time where she
was, with a white frightened face. Then she went out of the room too,
and out of the house, weeping silently. She would not stay there
another minute. She would not run the risk of meeting that terrible
woman again, who had treated her so wickedly. She would never see her
again, and as for taking money from her—she would work her fingers to
the bone before she would touch a penny. She went down to the Vicarage,
where she poured out her outraged feelings to Mrs. Grant, and gained
some consolation from her. A strong cup of tea also did much to comfort
her, and after that she went to bed with a headache. Exhausted by the
emotions of the day she slept throughout the night, which Lady Brent
spent sitting upright in a railway carriage, her endless thoughts
running to the steady beat of the train.
Wilbraham met her in London very early in the morning and took her to
her hotel. "Harry went off yesterday," he told her. "I sent your
telegram on to him, but there has been no answer yet. There may be one
to my rooms this morning. But it doesn’t very much matter, does it, as
long as he knows that you are going to see Viola?"
"If he should be killed!" she said. It was the thought that the iron
wheels had dinned into her brain all through the night. She could not
help giving it utterance; but she said immediately, "Oh, we mustn’t
think of that. You have arranged that I am to see the girl this
afternoon?"
"Yes, I will take you there. You’ll rest during the day, won’t you?
You must be very tired."
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