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"I know that Harry is alive," said Jane, sitting upright and looking out
across the waters of the pool, upon which there was not a tremor. It
was as if it had hushed itself to listen. "This place seems to be full
of him. I know why. It’s because of the love that it holds. Love
can’t die; it’s there for always. Harry loves you just as much as he
did when you came here together. I believe he loves me too, just as he
used to when I was little. Once he sent me a message, before anybody,
because we were friends. Now I believe he’s sending me a message again.
He loves you. Yes, he does. It isn’t that he did love you, and then he
died and you’ve only got that to remember. He loves you now, and he’ll
never leave off loving you, till you see him again, and are happy
together as you used to be."
Viola’s eyes had been fixed on her, as if fascinated. Her utterance was
almost prophetic in its rapt intensity. When she had spoken she nestled
to Viola again, and said in a softer tone: "It makes me almost happy
now, believing that. Don’t you feel that it’s true?"
"Do you really _believe_ we shall meet again some day?" Viola asked.
"If you’d asked me—before—I should have said I believed that. But it
hasn’t given me any comfort, up till now. I suppose I didn’t really
believe it, as I used to believe I should meet him again the next day
here. If I could only know it!"
"But don’t you _feel_ that Harry’s alive?" said Jane. "I do. If you
can’t feel it yet it’s only because you’ve been so sad and so puzzled
that you haven’t known. But if I can feel it you will be able to more
still, because Harry loved you so much. I think he wants you to feel it
now."
It was Viola’s turn now to look out across the water. "It would be like
Harry," she said, slowly. "Oh, Jane, if it’s only true!"
She put her hand to her breast, and a smile broke out upon her face—such
a smile as had not lightened it these many days.
"Of course it’s true," said Jane, in her decisive way. "It’s part of our
religion. We say every Sunday in church: ’I believe in the resurrection
of the dead, and the life of the world to come.’"
"Ah, but that’s not the same. I want to think of Harry as alive now.
It seemed to come to me just now that he really is—like the sun breaking
through the clouds. If _that’s_ true, Jane dear—if _that’s_ true, that
my darling Harry is alive now somewhere, just like he used to be, and
loving me all the time, and I only have to wait for a little before I
see him again——"
"You won’t even have to wait," said Jane, "if you know he’s loving you,
and you can go on loving him because he’s alive, and not only remember
what he was when he was here."
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