Sir Jasper Carew: His Life and ExperienceLever, Charles
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Sir Jasper Carew: His Life and Experience
Lever, Charles
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As though the very words he had just uttered had brought a soothing
influence to his mind, he had scarcely finished speaking when he fell
off into a deep sleep, unbroken by even a dream. Fagan stood long enough
at the bedside to assure himself that all was quiet, and then left the
room, locking the door as he passed out, and taking the key with him.
CHAPTER XV. CIRCUMSTANTIAL EVIDENCE
In these memoirs of my father, I have either derived my information from
the verbal accounts of his friends and contemporaries, or taken it from
his own letters and papers. Many things have I omitted, as irrelevant to
his story, which, in themselves, might not have been devoid of interest;
and of some others, the meaning and purport being somewhat obscure,
I have abstained from all mention. I make this apology for the
incompleteness of my narrative; and the reader will probably accept
my excuses the more willingly since he is spared the infliction of my
discursiveness on topics only secondary and adventitious.
I now, however, come to a period the most eventful of his story, but,
by an unhappy accident, the least illustrated by any record of its acts.
MacNaghten, my chief source of information hitherto, is here unable to
guide or direct me. He knew nothing of my father's movements, nor did
he hold any direct intercourse with him. Whatever letters may have been
written by my father himself, I am unable to tell, none of them having
ever reached me. My difficulty is therefore considerable, having little
to guide me beyond chance paragraphs in some of Fagan's letters to
his daughter, and some two or three formal communications on business
matters to my mother.
There is yet enough even in these scattered notices to show that Fagan's
hopes of realizing the great ambition of his life had been suddenly
and unexpectedly renewed. Not alone was he inclined to believe that my
father might become the political leader of his own peculiar party, and
take upon him the unclaimed position of an Irish champion, but, further
still, he persuaded himself that my father was not really married, and
that the present conjuncture offered a favorable prospect of making him
his son-in-law.
The reader has already seen from what a slight foundation this edifice
sprung,--a random word spoken by my father at a moment of great
excitement; a half-muttered regret, wrung from him in a paroxysm of
wounded self-love.
He was not the first, nor will he be the last, who shall raise up a
structure for which the will alone supplies material; mayhap, too, in
his case, the fire of hope had never been totally extinguished in
his heart, and from its smouldering embers now burst out this new and
brilliant flame.
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