Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Didactic fiction; Mistresses -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
In time she began to feel that a change had come about, and that she
was not in his confidence. He was evidently secretive and kept his own
counsel. She found herself asking him questions about little things.
This is a disagreeable state to a woman. Great love makes it seem
reasonable, sometimes plausible, but never satisfactory. Where great
love is not, a more definite and less satisfactory conclusion is
reached.
As for Hurstwood, he was making a great fight against the difficulties
of a changed condition. He was too shrewd not to realise the tremendous
mistake he had made, and appreciate that he had done well in getting
where he was, and yet he could not help contrasting his present state
with his former, hour after hour, and day after day.
Besides, he had the disagreeable fear of meeting old-time friends, ever
since one such encounter which he made shortly after his arrival in the
city. It was in Broadway that he saw a man approaching him whom he knew.
There was no time for simulating non-recognition. The exchange of
glances had been too sharp, the knowledge of each other too apparent. So
the friend, a buyer for one of the Chicago wholesale houses, felt,
perforce, the necessity of stopping.
"How are you?" he said, extending his hand with an evident mixture of
feeling and a lack of plausible interest.
"Very well," said Hurstwood, equally embarrassed. "How is it with you?"
"All right; I'm down here doing a little buying. Are you located here
now?"
"Yes," said Hurstwood, "I have a place down in Warren Street."
"Is that so?" said the friend. "Glad to hear it. I'll come down and see
you."
"Do," said Hurstwood.
"So long," said the other, smiling affably and going on.
"He never asked for my number," thought Hurstwood; "he wouldn't think of
coming." He wiped his forehead, which had grown damp, and hoped
sincerely he would meet no one else.
These things told upon his good-nature, such as it was. His one hope was
that things would change for the better in a money way. He had Carrie.
His furniture was being paid for. He was maintaining his position. As
for Carrie, the amusements he could give her would have to do for the
present. He could probably keep up his pretensions sufficiently long
without exposure to make good, and then all would be well. He failed
therein to take account of the frailties of human nature--the
difficulties of matrimonial life. Carrie was young. With him and with
her varying mental states were common. At any moment the extremes of
feeling might be anti-polarised at the dinner table. This often happens
in the best regulated families. Little things brought out on such
occasions need great love to obliterate them afterward. Where that is
not, both parties count two and two and make a problem after a while.
CHAPTER XXXI
A PET OF GOOD FORTUNE: BROADWAY FLAUNTS ITS JOYS
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