Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Didactic fiction; Mistresses -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
He little knew as he went out of the door that night what a secret
flame he had kindled in the bosom of the girl he left behind. Carrie
was possessed of that sympathetic, impressionable nature which, ever in
the most developed form, has been the glory of the drama. She was
created with that passivity of soul which is always the mirror of the
active world. She possessed an innate taste for imitation and no small
ability. Even without practice, she could sometimes restore dramatic
situations she had witnessed by re-creating, before her mirror, the
expressions of the various faces taking part in the scene. She loved to
modulate her voice after the conventional manner of the distressed
heroine, and repeat such pathetic fragments as appealed most to her
sympathies. Of late, seeing the airy grace of the _ingenue_ in several
well-constructed plays, she had been moved to secretly imitate it, and
many were the little movements and expressions of the body in which she
indulged from time to time in the privacy of her chamber. On several
occasions, when Drouet had caught her admiring herself, as he imagined,
in the mirror, she was doing nothing more than recalling some little
grace of the mouth or the eyes which she had witnessed in another.
Under his airy accusation she mistook this for vanity and accepted the
blame with a faint sense of error, though, as a matter of fact, it was
nothing more than the first subtle outcroppings of an artistic nature,
endeavouring to re-create the perfect likeness of some phase of beauty
which appealed to her. In such feeble tendencies, be it known, such
outworking of desire to reproduce life, lies the basis of all dramatic
art.
Now, when Carrie heard Drouet’s laudatory opinion of her dramatic
ability, her body tingled with satisfaction. Like the flame which welds
the loosened particles into a solid mass, his words united those
floating wisps of feeling which she had felt, but never believed,
concerning her possible ability, and made them into a gaudy shred of
hope. Like all human beings, she had a touch of vanity. She felt that
she could do things if she only had a chance. How often had she looked
at the well-dressed actresses on the stage and wondered how she would
look, how delightful she would feel if only she were in their place.
The glamour, the tense situation, the fine clothes, the applause, these
had lured her until she felt that she, too, could act—that she, too,
could compel acknowledgment of power. Now she was told that she really
could—that little things she had done about the house had made even him
feel her power. It was a delightful sensation while it lasted.
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