Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Didactic fiction; Mistresses -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
A man of Hurstwood’s age and temperament is not subject to the
illusions and burning desires of youth, but neither has he the strength
of hope which gushes as a fountain in the heart of youth. Such an
atmosphere could not incite in him the cravings of a boy of eighteen,
but in so far as they were excited, the lack of hope made them
proportionately bitter. He could not fail to notice the signs of
affluence and luxury on every hand. He had been to New York before and
knew the resources of its folly. In part it was an awesome place to
him, for here gathered all that he most respected on this earth—wealth,
place, and fame. The majority of the celebrities with whom he had
tipped glasses in his day as manager hailed from this self-centred and
populous spot. The most inviting stories of pleasure and luxury had
been told of places and individuals here. He knew it to be true that
unconsciously he was brushing elbows with fortune the livelong day;
that a hundred or five hundred thousand gave no one the privilege of
living more than comfortably in so wealthy a place. Fashion and pomp
required more ample sums, so that the poor man was nowhere. All this he
realised, now quite sharply, as he faced the city, cut off from his
friends, despoiled of his modest fortune, and even his name, and forced
to begin the battle for place and comfort all over again. He was not
old, but he was not so dull but that he could feel he soon would be. Of
a sudden, then, this show of fine clothes, place, and power took on
peculiar significance. It was emphasised by contrast with his own
distressing state.
And it was distressing. He soon found that freedom from fear of arrest
was not the _sine qua non_ of his existence. That danger dissolved, the
next necessity became the grievous thing. The paltry sum of thirteen
hundred and some odd dollars set against the need of rent, clothing,
food, and pleasure for years to come was a spectacle little calculated
to induce peace of mind in one who had been accustomed to spend five
times that sum in the course of a year. He thought upon the subject
rather actively the first few days he was in New York, and decided that
he must act quickly. As a consequence, he consulted the business
opportunities advertised in the morning papers and began investigations
on his own account.
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