Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Didactic fiction; Mistresses -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Nevertheless, he started out. His clothes were very good and his
appearance still excellent, but it involved the trouble of deluding.
People, looking at him, imagined instantly that a man of his age, stout
and well dressed, must be well off. He appeared a comfortable owner of
something, a man from whom the common run of mortals could well expect
gratuities. Being now forty-three years of age, and comfortably built,
walking was not easy. He had not been used to exercise for many years.
His legs tired, his shoulders ached, and his feet pained him at the
close of the day, even when he took street cars in almost every
direction. The mere getting up and down, if long continued, produced
this result.
The fact that people took him to be better off than he was, he well
understood. It was so painfully clear to him that it retarded his
search. Not that he wished to be less well-appearing, but that he was
ashamed to belie his appearance by incongruous appeals. So he
hesitated, wondering what to do.
He thought of the hotels, but instantly he remembered that he had had
no experience as a clerk, and, what was more important, no
acquaintances or friends in that line to whom he could go. He did know
some hotel owners in several cities, including New York, but they knew
of his dealings with Fitzgerald and Moy. He could not apply to them. He
thought of other lines suggested by large buildings or businesses which
he knew of—wholesale groceries, hardware, insurance concerns, and the
like—but he had had no experience.
How to go about getting anything was a bitter thought. Would he have to
go personally and ask; wait outside an office door, and, then,
distinguished and affluent looking, announce that he was looking for
something to do? He strained painfully at the thought. No, he could not
do that.
He really strolled about, thinking, and then, the weather being cold,
stepped into a hotel. He knew hotels well enough to know that any
decent individual was welcome to a chair in the lobby. This was in the
Broadway Central, which was then one of the most important hotels in
the city. Taking a chair here was a painful thing to him. To think he
should come to this! He had heard loungers about hotels called
chairwarmers. He had called them that himself in his day. But here he
was, despite the possibility of meeting some one who knew him,
shielding himself from cold and the weariness of the streets in a hotel
lobby.
“I can’t do this way,” he said to himself. “There’s no use of my
starting out mornings without first thinking up some place to go. I’ll
think of some places and then look them up.”
It occurred to him that the positions of bartenders were sometimes
open, but he put this out of his mind. Bartender—he, the ex-manager!
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