Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Didactic fiction; Mistresses -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“How much?” said the same cashier, sharply. One, such as she had only
recently been, was waiting for her modest salary. It took her back to
the few weeks in which she had collected—or rather had received—almost
with the air of a domestic, four-fifty per week from a lordly foreman
in a shoe factory—a man who, in distributing the envelopes, had the
manner of a prince doling out favours to a servile group of
petitioners. She knew that out in Chicago this very day the same
factory chamber was full of poor homely-clad girls working in long
lines at clattering machines; that at noon they would eat a miserable
lunch in a half-hour; that Saturday they would gather, as they had when
she was one of them, and accept the small pay for work a hundred times
harder than she was now doing. Oh, it was so easy now! The world was so
rosy and bright. She felt so thrilled that she must needs walk back to
the hotel to think, wondering what she should do.
It does not take money long to make plain its impotence, providing the
desires are in the realm of affection. With her one hundred and fifty
in hand, Carrie could think of nothing particularly to do. In itself,
as a tangible, apparent thing which she could touch and look upon, it
was a diverting thing for a few days, but this soon passed. Her hotel
bill did not require its use. Her clothes had for some time been wholly
satisfactory. Another day or two and she would receive another hundred
and fifty. It began to appear as if this were not so startlingly
necessary to maintain her present state. If she wanted to do anything
better or move higher she must have more—a great deal more.
Now a critic called to get up one of those tinsel interviews which
shine with clever observations, show up the wit of critics, display the
folly of celebrities, and divert the public. He liked Carrie, and said
so, publicly—adding, however, that she was merely pretty, good-natured,
and lucky. This cut like a knife. The “Herald,” getting up an
entertainment for the benefit of its free ice fund, did her the honour
to beg her to appear along with celebrities for nothing. She was
visited by a young author, who had a play which he thought she could
produce. Alas, she could not judge. It hurt her to think it. Then she
found she must put her money in the bank for safety, and so moving,
finally reached the place where it struck her that the door to life’s
perfect enjoyment was not open.
Gradually she began to think it was because it was summer. Nothing was
going on much save such entertainments as the one in which she was the
star. Fifth Avenue was boarded up where the rich had deserted their
mansions. Madison Avenue was little better. Broadway was full of
loafing thespians in search of next season’s engagements. The whole
city was quiet and her nights were taken up with her work. Hence the
feeling that there was little to do.
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