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He was unconscious of just how much this habit had hold of him until
one day he found his lips repeating an old answer he had made to one of
his friends. They were in Fitzgerald and Moy’s. It was as if he stood
in the door of his elegant little office, comfortably dressed, talking
to Sagar Morrison about the value of South Chicago real estate in which
the latter was about to invest.
“How would you like to come in on that with me?” he heard Morrison say.
“Not me,” he answered, just as he had years before. “I have my hands
full now.”
The movement of his lips aroused him. He wondered whether he had really
spoken. The next time he noticed anything of the sort he really did
talk.
“Why don’t you jump, you bloody fool?” he was saying. “Jump!”
It was a funny English story he was telling to a company of actors.
Even as his voice recalled him, he was smiling. A crusty old codger,
sitting near by, seemed disturbed; at least, he stared in a most
pointed way. Hurstwood straightened up. The humour of the memory fled
in an instant and he felt ashamed. For relief, he left his chair and
strolled out into the streets.
One day, looking down the ad. columns of the “Evening World,” he saw
where a new play was at the Casino. Instantly, he came to a mental
halt. Carrie had gone! He remembered seeing a poster of her only
yesterday, but no doubt it was one left uncovered by the new signs.
Curiously, this fact shook him up. He had almost to admit that somehow
he was depending upon her being in the city. Now she was gone. He
wondered how this important fact had skipped him. Goodness knows when
she would be back now. Impelled by a nervous fear, he rose and went
into the dingy hall, where he counted his remaining money, unseen.
There were but ten dollars in all.
He wondered how all these other lodging-house people around him got
along. They didn’t seem to do anything. Perhaps they
begged—unquestionably they did. Many was the dime he had given to such
as they in his day. He had seen other men asking for money on the
streets. Maybe he could get some that way. There was horror in this
thought.
Sitting in the lodging-house room, he came to his last fifty cents. He
had saved and counted until his health was affected. His stoutness had
gone. With it, even the semblance of a fit in his clothes. Now he
decided he must do something, and, walking about, saw another day go
by, bringing him down to his last twenty cents—not enough to eat for
the morrow.
Summoning all his courage, he crossed to Broadway and up to the
Broadway Central hotel. Within a block he halted, undecided. A big,
heavy-faced porter was standing at one of the side entrances, looking
out. Hurstwood purposed to appeal to him. Walking straight up, he was
upon him before he could turn away.
“My friend,” he said, recognising even in his plight the man’s
inferiority, “is there anything about this hotel that I could get to
do?”
The porter stared at him the while he continued to talk.
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