Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Didactic fiction; Mistresses -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
The day after their theatre visit he began writing her regularly—a
letter every morning, and begging her to do as much for him. He was not
literary by any means, but experience of the world and his growing
affection gave him somewhat of a style. This he exercised at his office
desk with perfect deliberation. He purchased a box of delicately
coloured and scented writing paper in monogram, which he kept locked in
one of the drawers. His friends now wondered at the cleric and very
official-looking nature of his position. The five bartenders viewed
with respect the duties which could call a man to do so much desk-work
and penmanship.
Hurstwood surprised himself with his fluency. By the natural law which
governs all effort, what he wrote reacted upon him. He began to feel
those subtleties which he could find words to express. With every
expression came increased conception. Those inmost breathings which
there found words took hold upon him. He thought Carrie worthy of all
the affection he could there express.
Carrie was indeed worth loving if ever youth and grace are to command
that token of acknowledgment from life in their bloom. Experience had
not yet taken away that freshness of the spirit which is the charm of
the body. Her soft eyes contained in their liquid lustre no suggestion
of the knowledge of disappointment. She had been troubled in a way by
doubt and longing, but these had made no deeper impression than could
be traced in a certain open wistfulness of glance and speech. The mouth
had the expression at times, in talking and in repose, of one who might
be upon the verge of tears. It was not that grief was thus ever
present. The pronunciation of certain syllables gave to her lips this
peculiarity of formation—a formation as suggestive and moving as pathos
itself.
There was nothing bold in her manner. Life had not taught her
domination—superciliousness of grace, which is the lordly power of some
women. Her longing for consideration was not sufficiently powerful to
move her to demand it. Even now she lacked self-assurance, but there
was that in what she had already experienced which left her a little
less than timid. She wanted pleasure, she wanted position, and yet she
was confused as to what these things might be. Every hour the
kaleidoscope of human affairs threw a new lustre upon something, and
therewith it became for her the desired—the all. Another shift of the
box, and some other had become the beautiful, the perfect.
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