Sister Dolorosa, and Posthumous FameAllen, James Lane
Religion
Sister Dolorosa, and Posthumous Fame
Allen, James Lane
Kentucky -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
In the summer his father's health began to fail and in the autumn he
died. The winter was passed in settling the business of the estate, and
before the spring passed again Gordon found himself at the head of
affairs, and stretching out before him, calm and clear, the complete
independence of his new-found manhood. His life was his own to make it
what he would. As fortunes go in Kentucky he was wealthy, his farm being
among the most beautiful of the beautiful ones which make up that land,
and his homestead being dear through family ties and those intimations
of fireside peace which lay closest the heart of his ideal life. But
amid all his happiness, that one lack which made the rest appear
lacking--that vacancy within which nothing would fill! The beauty of the
rich land henceforth brought him the dream-like recollection of a rough,
poor country a hundred miles away. Its quiet homesteads, with the
impression they create of sweet and simple lives, reminded him only of a
convent standing lonely and forbidding on its wide landscape. The calm
liberty of woods and fields, the bounding liberty of life, the
enlightened liberty of conscience and religion, which were to him the
best gifts of his State, his country, and his time, forced on him
perpetual contrast with the ancient confinement in which she languished.
Still he threw himself resolutely into his duties. In all that he did or
planned he felt a certain sacred, uplifting force added to his life by
that high bond through which he had sought to link their sundered
pathways. But, on the other hand, the haunting thought of what might
have befallen her since became a corrosive care, and began to eat out
the heart of his resolute purposes.
So that when the long, calm summer had passed and autumn had come,
bringing him lonelier days in the brown fields, lonelier rides on
horseback through the gorgeous woods, and lonelier evenings beside his
rekindled hearth-stones, he could bear the suspense no longer, and made
up his mind to go back, if but to hear tidings whether she yet were
living in the convent. He realised, of course, that under no
circumstances could he ever again speak to her of his love. He had put
himself on the side of her conscience against his own cause; but he felt
that he owed it to himself to dissipate uncertainty regarding her fate.
This done, he could return, however sadly, and take up the duties of his
life with better heart.
X.
One Sunday afternoon he got off at the little station. From one of the
rustic loungers on the platform he learned that old Ezra and Martha had
gone the year before to live with a son in a distant State, and that
their scant acres had been absorbed in the convent domain.
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