Sister Dolorosa, and Posthumous FameAllen, James Lane
Religion
Sister Dolorosa, and Posthumous Fame
Allen, James Lane
Kentucky -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
Slowly he took his way across the sombre fields. Once more he reached
the brown footpath and the edge of the pale, thin corn. Once more the
summoning whistle of the quail came sweet and clear from the depths of a
neighbouring thicket. Silently in the reddening west were rising the
white cathedrals of the sky. It was on yonder hill-top he had first seen
her, standing as though transfigured in the evening light. Overwhelmed
by the memories which the place evoked, he passed on towards the
convent. The first sight of it in the distance smote him with a pain so
sharp that a groan escaped his lips as from a reopened wound.
It was the hour of the vesper service. Entering the church he sat where
he had sat before. How still it was, how faint the autumnal sunlight
stealing in through the sainted windows, how motionless the dark company
of nuns seated on one side of the nave, how rigid the white rows of
novices on the other!
With sad fascination of search his eyes roved among the black-shrouded
devotees. She was not there. In the organ-loft above, a voice, poor and
thin, began to pour out its wavering little tide of song. She was not
there, then. Was her soul already gone home to Heaven?
Noiselessly from behind the altar the sacristine had come forth and
begun to light the candles. With eyes strained and the heart gone out of
him he hung upon the movements of her figure. A slight, youthful figure
it was--slighter, as though worn and wasted; and the hands which so
firmly bore the long taper looked too white and fragile to have upheld
aught heavier than the stalk of a lily.
With infinite meekness and reverence she moved hither and thither about
the shrine, as though each footfall were a step nearer the glorious
Presence, each breath a prayer. One by one there sprang into being,
beneath her touch of love, the silvery spires of sacred flame. No angel
of the night ever more softly lit the stars of heaven. And it was thus
that he saw her for the last time--folded back to the bosom of that
faith from which it was left him to believe that he had all but rescued
her to love and happiness, and set, as a chastening admonition, to tend
the mortal fires on the altar of eternal service.
Looking at her across the vast estranging gulf of destiny, heart-broken,
he asked himself in his poor yearning way whether she longer had any
thought of him or longer loved him. For answer he had only the assurance
given in her words, which now rose as a benediction in his memory--
"If He will deign to hear the ceaseless, fervent petition of one so
erring, He will not leave you unhappy on account of that love for me
which in this world it will never be allowed me to return."
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