Sister Dolorosa, and Posthumous FameAllen, James Lane
Religion
Sister Dolorosa, and Posthumous Fame
Allen, James Lane
Kentucky -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
There once lived in a great city, where the dead were all but
innumerable, a young man by the name of Nicholas Vane, who possessed a
singular genius for the making of tombstones. So beautiful they were,
and so fitly designed to express the shadowy pain of mortal memory or
the bright forecasting of eternal hope, that all persons were held
fortunate who could secure them for the calm resting-places of their
beloved sleepers. Indeed, the curious tale was whispered round that the
bereft were not his only patrons, but that certain personages who were
peculiarly ambitious of posthumous fame--seeing they had not long to
live, and unwilling to intrust others with the grave responsibility of
having them commemorated--had gone to his shop and secretly advised with
him respecting such monuments as might preserve their memories from too
swift oblivion.
However this may fall out, certain it is that his calling had its
secrets; and once he was known to observe that no man could ever
understand the human heart until he had become a maker of tombstones.
Whether the knowledge thus derived should make of one a laughing or a
weeping philosopher, Nicholas himself remained a joyous type of youthful
manhood--so joyous, in fact, that a friend of his who wrought in colour,
strolling one day into the workshop where Nicholas stood surrounded by
the exquisite shapes of memorial marbles, had asked to paint the scene
as a representation of Life chiselling to its beautiful purposes the
rugged symbols of Death, and smiling as it wove the words of love and
faith across the stony proofs of the universal tragedy. Afterwards, it
is true, a great change was wrought in the young artisan.
He had just come in one morning and paused to look around at the
various finished and unfinished mortuary designs.
"Truly," he said to himself all at once, "if I were a wise man, I'd
begin this day's business by chiselling my own head-stone. For who knows
but that before sunset my brother the gravedigger may be told to build
me one of the houses that last till doomsday! And what man could then
make the monument to stop the door of _my_ house with. But why should I
have a monument? If I lie beneath it, I shall not know I lie there. If I
lie not there, then it will not stand over me. So, whether I lie there,
or lie not there, what will it matter to me then? Ay; but what if, being
dead only to this world and living in another, I should yet look on the
monument erected to my memory and therefore be the happier? I know not;
nor to what end we are vexed with this desire to be remembered after
death. The prospect of vanishing from a poor, toilsome life fills us
with such consternation and pain! It is therefore we strive to impress
ourselves ineffaceably on the race, so that, after we have gone hence,
or ceased to be, we may still have incorporeal habitation among all
coming generations."
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