Sister Dolorosa, and Posthumous FameAllen, James Lane
Religion
Sister Dolorosa, and Posthumous Fame
Allen, James Lane
Kentucky -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
"It is bravery," he continued, in husky tones, and with, a mist
gathering in his eyes that made him wink as though he were trying to see
through the smoke of battle--"it is bravery that I see most clearly in
the character of God. What would become of us if He were a coward? I
serve Him as my brave Commander; and though I am stationed far from Him
and may be faint and sorely wounded, I know that He is somewhere on the
battle-field, and that I shall see Him at last, approaching me as He
moves up and down among the ranks."
"But you say that your country does not notice you--that you have no
friends; do you, then, feel no resentment?"
"None, none," he answered quickly, though his head dropped on his bosom.
"And you wish to be remembered by a world that is willing to forget
you?"
He lifted his head proudly. "There are many true men in the world," he
said, "and it has much to think of. I owe it all I can give, all I can
bequeath; and I can bequeath it nothing but the memory of a true man."
One day, not long after this, there came into the workshop of Nicholas a
venerable man of the gravest, sweetest, and most scholarly aspect, who
spoke not a word until he had led Nicholas to the front window and
pointed a trembling finger at a distant church spire.
"You see yon spire?" he said. "It almost pierces the clouds. In the
church beneath I have preached to men and women for nearly fifty years.
Many that I have christened at the font I have married at the altar;
many of these I have sprinkled with dust. What have I not done for them
in sorrow and want! How have I not toiled to set them in the way of
purer pleasures and to anchor their tempest-tossed hopes! And yet how
soon they will forget me! Already many say I am too old to preach. Too
old! I preach better than I ever did in my life. Yet it may be my lot to
wander down into the deep valley, an idle shepherd with an idle crook. I
have just come from the writing of my next sermon, in which I exhort my
people to strive that their names be not written on earthly monuments
or human hearts, but in the Book of Life. It is my sublimest theme. If I
am ever eloquent, if I am ever persuasive, if I ever for one moment draw
aside to spiritual eyes the veil that discloses the calm, enrapturing
vistas of eternity, it is when I measure my finite strength against this
mighty task. But why? Because they are the sermons of my own aspiration.
I preach them to my own soul. Face to face with that naked soul I pen
those sermons--pen them when all are asleep save the sleepless Eye that
is upon me. Even in the light of that Eye do I recoil from the thought
of being forgotten. How clearly I foresee it! Ashes to ashes, dust to
dust! Where then will be my doctrines, my prayers, my sermons?"
"Is it not enough for you to have scattered your handful of good
broadcast, to ripen as endlessly as the grass? What if they that gather
know naught of him that sowed?"
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