Sister Gertrude: A Tale of the West RidingSykes, D. F. E.
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Sister Gertrude: A Tale of the West Riding
Sykes, D. F. E.
Autobiographical fiction; West Riding of Yorkshire (England) -- Fiction
“With your permission we’ll drop these precious letters carefully
into that not very cheerful fire of yours. It’s simply mawkish
sentimentality keeping them by you to gloom over. I don’t know the
lady, but it seems to me she knew what she was talking about when she
said she wasn’t quite the kind of wife you want. A fair-weather sort
of mate isn’t quite the sort of mate for a shipwrecked mariner. And
so, because you’ve got two nasty slaps in the face from that fickle
jade, Dame Fortune, you coop yourself up in this dingy hole, read Omar
Khayyam and that rot, and drink yourself into a fool’s paradise or a
sot’s oblivion, by way of mending matters. I thought you were made of
better stuff, Beaumont, and that’s a fact. Why, man alive, if you’ve
no more backbone in you than that comes to Eleanor St. Clair’s well
rid of you, or any other decent woman for that matter.”
“Oh, yes, I’m down, jump on me,” said Beaumont, savagely.
“It’s time somebody did jump on you to some purpose. I’ve no
patience with you, man. Why, it’s just such nasty knocks as those that
test a man. Life’s a fight for the best of us, a stand-up fight,
shoulders squared, knees braced, fists clenched, lips tight-pressed, and
eyes intent and steadfast. A fight not with your fellow-man, to see
which can down the other, that’s a poor business, but with the world,
the flesh, and the devil. What sort of a fighter do you call the man
who, on the first knockout, lies grovelling in the saw-dust, bleating
for mercy? he’s not the man you put your money on. No, it’s the
little game one who never knows when he’s beaten, that takes his gruel
kindly, and is up on his feet after a breathing space, bruised and
stricken, if you like, but eager for another round, and another, and
still another, so long as he’s a leg to stand on. Now, you’ve had
your breathing space. Look on me, if you like, as the man who brushes
the saw-dust off your clothes, sponges your brow, gives you a knee, and
bucks you up generally for another set-to. I want to see you in the ring
again. Are you willing, or is it to be whiskey and Omar Khayyam, till
the inevitable end, a leap over Westminster Bridge into the Thames, or
the Workhouse? I could almost quote Scripture to you: ‘See, I have set
before thee this day life and good, death and evil. Therefore choose
life, that both thou and thy seed may live.’”
For a long time there was silence between the men. Edward leaned with
his elbows upon his knees, gazing into the dull embers of the fire, the
minister watching him anxiously. Then Beaumont rose and stretched out
his hand.
“I choose life,” he said. “Show me the way.”
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