California -- Fiction; Domestic fiction; Sisters -- Fiction
Peter sprang over the porch rail, and vanished, walking with swift
energy up the trail that led toward the mountain. Cherry knew that he
would walk himself tired; she longed to walk, too, to plunge on and on
through the foggy depths of the hills, striding, stumbling, getting
breathless and weary in body, while somehow--somehow!--this confusion
and exhaustion cleared away from mind and soul. And yet beyond the
horror and shame and regret she felt something was thrilling, exulting,
and singing for joy.
For the rest of that day she lived in a sort of daze of emotion,
sometimes she seemed to be living two lives, side by side. In the one
was her old happy relationship with Alix, and even with Peter, the old
joking and talking, and gathering for meals, the old hours in the
garden or beside the fire, and in the other was the confused and
troubled and ecstatic consciousness of the new relationship between
Peter and herself, the knowledge that he did not merely admire her, did
not merely feel for her an unusual affection, but that he was consumed
by a burning adoration of her slightest motion, the turn of her wrist,
the smile she gave Kow at breakfast time, the motion she made when she
stooped to tie her shoe, or raised her arm to break an apple from the
low, dusty branches. The glory of being so loved enveloped her like a
great shining garment, and her cheeks glowed softly rosy, and there was
a new and liquid softness, a sort of shining glitter, in her blue eyes.
Peter was quiet that evening, and was gone the next morning when the
sisters came out to breakfast. His absence was a real relief to Cherry,
who felt curiously tired and spent after a wakeful night, and looked
pale. Alix, busy with a new venture in duck raising, noticed nothing,
and Cherry could lie idly in the hammock all morning, sometimes
frowning, and shutting her eyes at some sudden thought, otherwise
smiling and dreaming vaguely, and always hearing Peter's voice, in
words so charged with new magic that the mere recollection of them
almost suffocated her with emotion.
He had left a message to the effect that he would not be at home that
night, and at four o'clock telephoned confirming the message. Alix
chanced to answer the telephone, and Cherry, who was in her room, heard
Peter's name, and stood still, listening with a shock of
disappointment. She did not want him to come home, she was hardly
conscious of any desire or dread; her only thought was that he was
there--now--at the telephone, and in a moment Alix would have hung up
the receiver, and she, Cherry, would not have spoken to him, would not
have heard his voice!
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