California -- Fiction; Domestic fiction; Sisters -- Fiction
"No, I shan't be there long!" he assured her, briefly. "Everything's
finished up now. I'm leaving Kow in charge, of course. I'll be back one
of these days!"
"Just now," Cherry mused, sadly, "perhaps it is best--for you--to get
away! Now that Martin is so much better," she added, in a little burst.
"I do feel so sorry for you, Peter! I know how you feel. I shall miss
her always, of course," said Cherry, "but I have him."
"I try not to think of her," Peter said, flinging up his head.
"When you do," Cherry said, earnestly, giving him more of her attention
than had been usual, of late, "Here is something to think, Peter. It's
this: we have so much to be thankful for, because she never--knew! It
was madness," Cherry went on, eagerly, "sheer madness--that is clear
now. I don't try to explain it, because it's all been washed away by
the frightful thing that happened. I'm different now; you're
different--I don't know how we ever thought we could--
"But I forget all that," she went on, after a moment of shamed thought.
"I don't let myself think of it any more! I was unhappy, I was
overwrought; there's no explanation for what I felt and said but that!
And, Peter, you know that if I was false in thought to Martin, he had
been unkind to me, and he had--" she paused, interrupted herself. "But
men are different, I suppose," she mused. There was a silence during
which she looked at him anxiously, but the expression on his face did
not alter, and he did not speak.
"And what I think we ought to be thankful for," she resumed, "is that
Alix would rather--she would rather have it this way. She told me that
she would be heartbroken if there had been any actual separation
between me and Martin, and how much worse that would have been--what we
planned, I mean. She was spared that, and we were spared--I see it
now--what would have ruined both our lives. We were brought to our
senses, and the awakening only came a little sooner than it would have
come anyway!"
Peter had walked to the window, and was looking out at the shabby
winter trees that were dripping rain, and at the beaten garden, where
the drenched chrysanthemums had been bowed to the soaked earth. A wet
wind swished through the low, fanlike branches of the redwoods; the
creek was rushing high and noisily.
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