California -- Fiction; Domestic fiction; Sisters -- Fiction
Alix was his own; Cherry had never been his own. It was for him to
comfort Cherry, it had always been his mission to comfort Cherry, since
the days of her broken dolls and cut fingers. But Alix was his own
comforter, and Alix might have been laughing and stumbling and
chattering beside him here, in the dark, wet woods, full of a child's
happy satisfaction in the moment and confidence in the morrow.
"Alix, my wife!" he said softly, aloud. "I loved Cherry--always. But
you were mine--you were mine. We belonged to each other--for better and
for worse--and I have let you go!"
He went on and on and on. They were plunging down hill now, under the
trees. He would see a light after awhile, and sleep for a few hours,
and have a hunter's breakfast, and be gone again. And he knew that for
weeks--for months--perhaps for years, he would wander so, through the
great mountains, with their snow and their forests, over the seas, in
strange cities and stranger solitudes. Always alone, always moving,
always remembering. That would be his life. And some day--some day
perhaps he would come back to the valley she had loved--
But even now he recoiled in distaste from that hour. To see the
familiar faces, to come up to the cabin again, to touch the music and
the books--
Worse, to find Cherry a little older, happy and busy in her life of
sacrifice, not needing him, not very much wanting the reminder of the
old tragic times--
An owl cried in the woods; the mournful sound floated and drifted away
into utter silence. Some small animal, meeting the death its brief life
had evaded a hundred times, screamed shrilly, and was silent. Great
branches, stirred by the night wind, moved high above his head, and
when there was utter silence, Peter could hear the steady, soft rush of
the ocean, dulled here to the sound of gigantic, quiet breathing.
Suddenly she seemed again to be beside him. He seemed to see the dark,
animated face, the slender, tall girl wrapped in her big, rough coat.
He seemed to hear her vibrating voice, with that new, tender note in it
that he had noticed when she last spoke to him.
"I'll go home ahead of you, Peter, and wait for you there!"
Tears suddenly flooded his eyes, and he put his hand over them, and
pressed it there, standing still, while the wave of tender and poignant
and exquisite memories broke over him.
"We'll go on, Buck," he whispered, looking up through the trees at a
strip of dark sky spangled with cold stars. "We'll go on. She's--she's
waiting for us somewhere, old fellow!"
THE END
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