California -- Fiction; Domestic fiction; Sisters -- Fiction
"What ought marriage be?" he smiled, half humouring her, half concerned.
For answer she looked keenly, almost wistfully, into his face. He had
noticed this look more than once of late.
"I don't know," she said softly, after awhile, with a little
discouraged shrug of her shoulders. "I always thought that when a man
and a woman liked each other--oh, thoroughly--liked the same things,
had everything in common, that that was enough. And--for the woman I
was a month ago, it would have been enough, Peter!" she added in a
puzzled tone.
"You've changed then, Mrs. Joyce?"
"That's it," she agreed. "I'm not the same woman. I couldn't, as a
girl, estimate what life was going to be as a wife."
"Perhaps no girl can," he suggested, interested now.
"Well, that's just what I'm thinking, Peter!" she smiled, a little
ruefully. And again she gave him the look that was new, that was not
all timid nor wistful nor appealing, yet somehow partook of all three.
"You see, you feel that nothing can change you," she elucidated
further, "and you are perfectly sure of yourself, from your old
standpoint. And then the--well, the mental and spiritual and physical
miracle of marriage DOES change you, and it is as if you had entered
into a contract for a totally strange woman!"
She was so intent, so bright and earnest, as she turned a fire-flushed
face to his, that he felt an odd moisture pricking his eyes.
"Alix," he said, affectionately, "where do I fail you?"
For a moment she was silent, her bright eyes fixed on his. Gradually
the serious look on her face lightened, and her customary smile
twitched at the corners of her mouth.
"I married you under a misapprehension," she said. "I thought you had
about three hundred dollars a year! It appears that you have more than
that every month--every week, for all I know--"
"You knew my mother had that old Pacific Avenue place!" he answered
with concern. "I never for one second deceived--"
"Oh, you idiot!" Alix laughed. "I don't mind being rich at all, I like
it. I don't want to live in the city, or join women's clubs, and all
that, but I like having my own check-book--truly, I do! As for all the
silver and portraits and rugs and things, why, we may like them some
day."
He was not listening to her; there was a sorry look in his eyes.
"You know, Alix," he said, suddenly, "you've made life a different
thing to me. I never had any woman near me before, and to hear your
voice about the house, and your piano, and your laugh--why, it's
wonderful to me. I've been alone here so many years, not knowing really
how much of life I missed, and you've brought it all to me. Why, even
to have Mrs. Florence at the post office ask me for 'Mrs. Joyce,' gives
me a warm, happy sort of feeling! I--" he stroked the smooth hand under
his own; there was real emotion in his voice, "I'd do a good deal to
show you how grateful I am, old girl," he finished. "I wish you could
tell me where I fail, and I'd move heaven and earth to please you!"
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