Poor Hilary! She had need of all her courage to enable her to go
through that morning's work. The servants received her orders with
tears of distress and disappointment Norah came stealing out of the room
with the news that Lettice had cried all night long, could not be
induced to eat, and lay on her bed icy cold and trembling as if with an
ague. Miss Carr was too much upset to be able to leave her bed, and
Geraldine's straightforward questions were for once agonising to the
listeners.
"Has Lettice been naughty?" she inquired. "Has Mr Newcome been
naughty? Will she never wear her pretty dresses? Shall I never wear my
dress? What shall we do with all the presents? Shall we have to send
back the cake?"
"Oh, Mouse, be quiet, for pity's sake!" cried Hilary in desperation.
"If you ask any more questions you must go to bed. It's very naughty
and unkind;" at which unexpected reproof Geraldine's eyes filled with
tears.
"I didn't mean to hurt your feelings, Hilary; I only thought if you
didn't want it, perhaps Miss Briggs's sister in Scarborough might like
some cake--"
"Come along with me, Mouse, and I'll give you a swing in the garden,"
said Mr Rayner, coming to the rescue for the twentieth time. His
presence was a comfort to every member of the household, and Hilary
could never think of that dreadful morning without recalling the quiet,
unobtrusive way in which he watched over her, and shielded her from
every possible aggravation. When afternoon came, he insisted upon
taking her to a quiet little coppice near the gates, so that she should
not be in the house at the time of Arthur Newcome's visit; but from
their seat among the trees they heard the sound of wheels as the fly
turned down the drive, and knew that the dreaded interview was at hand.
"Lettice begged and prayed not to see him, father says, but he insisted
that she should go down. He said it was only due to Arthur. Fancy what
it must be to the poor, poor fellow, to lose her at the last moment, and
to have to go back to London and explain everything to his friends--when
the house is ready, and all preparations made. I feel so angry and
humiliated that I can't be sorry for Lettice. She deserves all she
suffers!"
Mr Rayner did not answer; and they sat in silence for five or ten
minutes, at the expiration of which Hilary stole a glance at his face,
and ventured a timid question.
"Are _you_ sorry?"
"Sorry for your sister? Yes--intensely sorry!"
"You think I am hard--unsympathetic?"
"I think you are hardly in a fit state to understand your own feelings
to-day. It has been a great strain, and you have kept up bravely and
well."
Hilary's lip trembled, and she covered her face with her hands. "Oh, I
don't want to be hard, but it does seem so dreadful! She had a whole
month to think over it--and then to bring all this misery upon him at
the last moment. I feel _ashamed_! Surely, surely, it is easy to know
whether one cares or not. If I were engaged--"
"Yes?"
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