For the next three days all was excitement and bustle. Lettice's
belongings had to be gathered together and packed, and though Miss Carr
would hear of no new purchases, there were a dozen repairs and
alterations which seemed absolutely necessary. Mr Bertrand took his
two guests about every morning, so as to leave the girls at liberty, but
when afternoon came he drove them out willy-nilly, and organised one
excursion after another with the double intention of amusing his
visitors and preventing melancholy regrets. Norah was in the depths of
despondency; but her repinings were all for her beloved companion, and
not for any disappointment of her own. Now that she had the interest of
her music lessons, and the friendship of Rex and Edna, she was unwilling
to leave home even for the delights of London and the College of Music.
Poor Hilary, however, was in a far worse case. She had made so sure of
being chosen by Miss Carr, had dreamed so many rosy dreams about the
life before her, that the disappointment was very bitter. The thought
of seeing Lettice driving away in the carriage with Miss Carr and Mr
Rayner brought with it a keen stab of pain, and the life at home seemed
to stretch before her, still and uneventful, like a stretch of dreary
moorland. Her pride forbade her showing her disappointment, since no
one had expressed any satisfaction in retaining her company. Stay!
there was one exception. Mr Rayner had said a few simple words of
regret which had been as balm to the girl's sore heart. He, at least,
was sorry that she was not to be in London, and would have preferred her
company even to that of "lovely Lettice" herself.
On the whole, it was almost a relief when the hour for departure
arrived. Rex and Edna drove over to see the last of their friend and
cheer the stay-at-homes by their presence; but it did not seem as though
they could be very successful in their errand of mercy, since Edna cried
steadily behind her handkerchief, and Rex poked holes in the garden
walks with gloomy persistence.
When Mr Rayner said his good-byes, he left Hilary to the last, and held
her hand in his a moment or two longer than was strictly necessary.
"Good-bye, and thank you for all you have done for me. I'll remember
your advice. ... We shall meet soon, I hope. You will be coming up to
town, and Mr Bertrand has been good enough to ask me to come again next
spring."
Next spring! A whole year! As well say the end of the world at once.
Hilary felt such a swelling sense of misery that the only way in which
she could refrain from tears was by answering in sharp, matter-of-fact
tones, and the consciousness that Mr Rayner was surprised and hurt by
her manner was part of the general misery against which it was useless
to fight.
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