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This small fact led to a train of thought that restored her shattered
prestige. She remembered numberless instances when she had been
obliged to exercise tact and perseverance to eradicate some budding
trait in one or other of the children. She had noticed Hugh's
adenoids before the possibility of trouble in the nose had occurred
to nurse. It was she, and not Rodney who dealt with Geoffrey's
tendency to deceit and subterfuge, and who was always called upon to
arbitrate in any childish difficulty.
Turning off the light she went back to the day nursery where nurse
was sitting darning.
"Nurse," she said firmly, "I've said before that Geoffrey is not to
read at supper and to-night again I found him with a book."
"Well he only had one page to finish the book, Mrs. Greene, so I
thought it wouldn't matter for once."
"I don't believe in that, Nurse," said Edith serenely. "If I make a
rule then it is a rule, and there should be no exceptional cases when
you allow it to be broken."
"I'm sorry," said Nurse stiffly, and Edith went down to the
drawing-room where Rodney was sitting, holding a paper, but looking
guiltily over the top of it at the door, evidently expecting her
entrance.
"My dear Rodney," she said, "I have been very foolish. It was absurd
of me to let myself be vexed by what you said. I know very well that
it is only because you cannot possibly enter into my feelings, that
you misunderstand and misrepresent me."
Rodney was at a loss. He had been prepared to retract his words but
there appeared to be no need to do so. They had already been
discounted. He cleared his throat, trying to think of an appropriate
and inoffensive reply, but Edith continued her elaborate little
speech.
"I ought to realise by now that nobody can share in a mother's
responsibility to her children; nobody can appreciate her ideals."
"Well that's putting it a bit strong, you know; after all even a
mother is a human being," Rodney spoke with an accent of faint
bitterness, but Edith was unperturbed.
"Dear Rodney," she said, "we are a very happy and united family
aren't we? I've just been up to the three little people--Hugh and
Lavinia sleeping so sweetly--and I feel I need no reward for all I do
for them except the consciousness that I mean everything to them.
That," she ended nobly, "is all that is necessary to a good mother."
V
As her three children grew older, Edith consciously and tactfully
modified her attitude towards them. They had been so accustomed to
deferring to her judgment, they had seen their father so constantly
adopting her views, and praises of their wonderful mother had rung so
continually in their ears that when Geoffrey was eighteen, Lavinia
sixteen, and Hugh fifteen, they still kept up the habits of childhood
in never opposing her.
She could afford by that time to make a show of consulting them, to
appear to ask their advice, safe in the conviction that her choice
would ultimately be theirs also.
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