England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Families -- England -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
Geoffrey had certainly come through a period of alienation from her,
which had shown itself in subterranean rebelliousness, and surface
rudeness, but he had not been proof against her two weapons: the
deadly use of personal sorrow, and a skilful trick of light ridicule.
She had seldom been angry with any of the children; it had been
enough to induce into her face an expression of pain, into her voice
a deep note of suffering, as she said, "Lavinia, dear," or "Hugh,
dear" as the case might be, "I'm sure you don't realise how you've
wounded me, but we won't talk of it any more; have it your own way."
Hugh and Lavinia desperately conscious of having estranged a mother
so beneficent that she would withhold her power and suffer silently,
almost invariably gave in immediately for the pure pleasure of
sunning themselves once again in her favour. With Geoffrey during
what she called "his difficult years," it was otherwise. Sentiment
did not move him, but he could not stand up to her gentle, unerring
sarcasm, her faculty of being always in the right, and smiling at him
as he found himself put in the wrong over some point on which he was
convinced he had justice on his side.
There was one occasion on which Geoffrey appealed to his father, but
Rodney's reply was final: "Your mother's wishes must be considered,
Geoffrey; I could not go against them and I can't imagine that you
would care to."
That ended the matter. Geoffrey recognised that his mother had
absolute authority over the household, and as he matured he gradually
grew to recognise too that after all, even if she were inexorable and
unassailable, still, life went smoothly, and so long as her sway was
unquestioned the family atmosphere was an entirely happy one.
He came near to understanding her attitude the year he left school
and was about to go up to the University. It had always been an
understood thing that on leaving Oxford, Geoffrey should join his
father in the engineering works founded originally by his
great-grandfather, and carried on by his great-uncle Hugh. A few
months before his first term began Hugh Greene died suddenly and
Rodney Greene asked his son to enter the firm at once.
This was a great delight to Edith.
"My dear boy," she said, "I can't tell you how happy I am that you'll
be at home with me now for a few years. I know it's a disappointment
to you, but it is a pleasure to your mother."
"Didn't you want me to go up to Oxford, then?" Geoffrey asked.
"Of course I did in one way, but now I feel I'll have three extra
years of you, and then later on when you marry, as I expect you will,
I shall still have Lavinia and Hugh, but now while they are both away
at school I'd have been very lonely."
"I never really thought of that."
"Of course you didn't," Edith patted his hand. "One's children never
do, you know, and mothers learn to be put on one side without any
fuss."
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