England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Families -- England -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
"You know, Mother, sometimes you talk as if we were frightfully
important to you. Are we really?"
Edith looked astounded.
"My dearest Geoffrey," she said at last, "Your father and you three
are all I care about in life; all I work for and plan for. Since I
married, my one thought has been to be a good wife and mother and I
think I can say I've succeeded."
She paused, but Geoffrey did not pay her the expected compliment. He
was frowning over his thoughts.
"It doesn't seem quite sound to me; tell me, Mother, haven't you ever
had anything of your own in your life?"
"But, darling, what could be more my own than my dear husband and
children?"
"I don't mean quite like that. Father is different, of course, but
take the three of us. After all, we've our own lives to lead. There
are all sorts of things ahead of us, belonging only to us. I really
meant, haven't you any interests of your own, intellectual or social
or something quite apart from us?"
Edith shook her head.
"No," she said gravely, "I've never been either a bluestocking or a
frivolous woman. I can truthfully say that all my interests are
wrapped up in you four."
"It sounds dangerous to me," was Geoffrey's abrupt comment.
"Dangerous, Geoffrey? My dear boy, you're all at sea. When you talk
of having things in the future belonging only to you, it just shows
me how little you understand. Listen, dear. You're all three part
of me; I've thought about you and loved you since you were tiny,
helpless babies. I've watched your characters unfold and guided you
this way and that, and whatever you do in the future will always
belong, in part, to me. So long as I live you'll be my little son,
and I'll be sharing your life."
"I see," said Geoffrey, "It's difficult to understand how you can
feel like that about us, but anyhow I do see that you feel it."
"Wait a few years," Edith smiled. "When you're a father you'll
understand me better, though of course," she added, "a mother's claim
is always the greatest."
This conversation made a deep impression on Geoffrey. He was
surprised to find how repugnant to him was the idea that his life was
inseparably bound up with his mother's, entangled in her cloying web
of affection, hopes and expectations. But he realised that he could
never make his feelings clear to her; no words, however brutal, could
establish him as a separate and independent entity; she would only
suffer a little at the thought that Geoffrey was going through
another of his "difficult times."
Determined to spare himself and her that awkwardness, Geoffrey no
longer rebelled against her gentle interference, but accepted it
pleasantly and then quietly pursued his own ideas.
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