England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Families -- England -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
Two white ponies were coming through a wood, with a violent sun
striking between the trees. Each tree was painted as a solemn dark
column with four twisting branches on each of which hung four formal
emerald leaves. But the ponies were round and fat, with flowing
manes and tails and little hooves uplifted. There was a classical
rotundity about their haunches; their necks were thick and curved.
Geoffrey looked at them and thought how much happier they would have
been frolicking in some flowery glade, or prancing round a little
copse with a white temple in the centre. Against these stark
blue-brown trees they became fantastic: the wood seemed real and
permanent, the ponies--ironically robust--were creatures of an hour,
a fashion, a convention.
"It's unkind to the ponies," he said, turning to Helen. "They're
wretched in that wood. They want to caper in a nice little meadow
full of daisies and buttercups."
"Daisies and buttercups," repeated Helen broodingly. "Yes, I suppose
they do. Anyhow, it's no good at all. I thought I had discovered
something when I began, but half-way through I lost my idea. That's
why I haven't finished it. Perhaps after all I'll marry you and have
a red plush dining-room and hang that over the mantelpiece."
Her voice was sullen, her face pinched and plain. Geoffrey was
conscious of a profound and weary melancholy settling on his spirits.
He looked at Helen who returned his look suspiciously, like a
stranger. Their marriage seemed remote and improbable.
Vaguely he contemplated kissing her, but the effort was too great in
his dazed and empty state.
"I'll ring up," he said disjointedly. "I must go now. Or I'll come
and see you; perhaps Sunday would do, would it? Anyhow I must go
now; I'm so tired I don't know what I'm saying."
"Yes, come on Sunday. I'll give you some supper. And don't even
mention my name to anyone. I don't know yet what I'm going to do
about you."
Her tone was withdrawn and hostile; it matched her suspicious glance.
"Good-night, Helen," said Geoffrey wearily, and the blue door shut
behind him as she said, "Good-night, Geoffrey Greene."
II
Six months of alternating ecstasy and despair with a persistent
undercurrent of nervous fatigue, so wrought upon Geoffrey's healthy
frame that when he caught influenza in the spring of 1924, he was
seriously ill and convalescence was long and difficult.
The day before he took ill when he was feeling particularly low and
inadequate, Helen had come to a serious and, she proclaimed, a final
decision. It coincided with a change in her method of painting. She
had abandoned the genre of conventional subjects placed in a futurist
setting of which the two white ponies were the last example, and had
turned instead to poster painting. After some months of very hard
work she had succeeded with a design which momentarily at least,
satisfied her exacting standards.
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