He did not explain that somewhat cryptical remark, and presently he left
her and went to his room. Mary V felt that she was not being trusted by
a person who surely ought to know by this time that he needn't be so
secretive about his thoughts and intentions. If she had not proved her
loyalty and her friendship by this time, what did a person want her to
do, for gracious sake?
Mary V had rather an unhappy time of it, the next week or so. She had,
for some reason, lost all interest in collecting "Desert Glimpses"; so
much so that when her mother told her she must stay close to the ranch
lest she meet more of those terrible Mexican bandits, Mary V was very
sweet about it and did not argue with her mother at all. She seldom went
farther than the ledge, these days, and she could not keep her mind off
Johnny Jewel, even when there was no doubt at all that he was nearly
as well as ever.
Of course, it did not really matter--but why was Johnny so glum with her?
Why wouldn't he talk, or at least quarrel the way he used to do? He did
not seem angry about anything. He simply did not seem to care whether she
was with him or not. She might as well be a stick or a stone, she told
herself viciously, for all the attention Johnny Jewel ever paid to her.
She did not mind in the least; but it did seem perfectly silly and
unaccountable; she wondered merely because she hated mysteries.
It really should not have been mysterious. Mary V made the mistake of not
putting herself in Johnny's place and from that angle interpreting his
preoccupation. Had she done that she would have seen at once that Johnny
was fighting a battle within himself. All his ideas, his plans, and his
hopes had been turned bottom up, and Johnny was working over the wreck.
She sat and watched him from the ledge one day, and wondered why he did
not act more pleased when he walked down toward the corral and discovered
his airplane all repaired, just exactly as good as it had been before. He
stood there looking at it with the same apathetic gloom in his bearing
that had marked him ever since he was able to be out of bed. Mary V
thought he might at least show a little gratitude--not to herself, but
toward her dad, because he had kept Bland and had paid him to repair
the machine for Johnny, when Johnny was too sick to know anything about
it--too sick even to hear the noise of it when Bland tried out the
motor--and the nurse was so afraid it would disturb "her patient."
She saw her dad stroll down that way, and stop and look at the airplane
with Johnny. Johnny seemed to be asking a few questions. But they did
not talk five minutes until Johnny went off by himself to the bunk house,
and stayed there. He did not even come back to the house for supper, but
ate with the boys.
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