They both fell silent. He felt that there was only one thing that he
could talk about, and he didn’t know when or where to start. He wanted
above all things to say nothing only to take her in his arms; to kiss
her lips, her hair, her hands and to kneel to the little sandaled feet
that peeped out from below her queenly robe. He hardly dared to look at
her lest, then and there, he should leave the wheel and do it. All that
his heart asked was to be allowed to touch and reverence her.
As he stared between the rushing eyes of the car, watching the road
ahead, his imagination painted pictures on the darkness. He saw her
lifting her arms about his neck. He saw her lying close against his
breast. He heard her whispering broken phrases--words which said so much
by leaving so much unsaid. But whenever he stole a glance at her, he saw
her gray eyes closed like a statue’s and her white hands folded.
He was wasting time--it would so soon be morning. She was going to
America. She must not go, and yet he was helping her. If he could only
find words to tell her. He had never thought it would be so difficult.
Ah, but then he had imagined a child-Desire, just grown a little taller.
But this Desire was different--so self-possessed and calm, with so many
new interests and unknown friends estranging her from the faery-Desire
of the farmhouse garden.
They passed through Wells, where the cathedral lay like a gigantic
coffin beneath the stars. Having panted up the steep ascent beyond the
town, they commenced the twenty-mile downhill run to Bath.
He heard a stirring beside him. Her eyes were open, quite near to his
and shining with friendliness.
“What’s the matter? We’ve both gone silent.”
“I thought you were tired, so I didn’t disturb you.”
“Tired! Perhaps I was. But I’m all right now. Isn’t it magic with all
the stars, and the mist and the being away from every one? Don’t you
want to smoke? Here, I’ll hold the wheel while you light a cigarette.
Yes, I know how.”
She leant across him to do it, her shoulder resting against his arm. The
wind of their going fluttered her hair against his cheek. For a moment
he was possessed with a mad longing to crush her to him.
“Haven’t you a match?”
She seemed utterly unconscious of her power to charm; yet instinctively
she used it.
“All right?” she asked. “I wonder whether you’d mind----” Her finger
went up to her mouth and her gray eyes coaxed him.
“I shouldn’t mind anything.”
She shook her head emphatically. “No. I won’t do it. People remember
first impressions. You’d think me fast.”
“I shouldn’t I couldn’t ever think that.”
“Are you sure? Well, may I----?” She made a gesture imitative of
withdrawing a cigarette from her lips. “I don’t smoke often--only when I
feel like it. And, oh, I do feel so happy to-night.”
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