He longed to waken her. He imagined how her eyes would tremble on him if
she awoke to find him bent above her hands. But would they? Because he
wasn’t sure, he cursed his inherited reticence.
Out of the east, driving his misty sheep before him, the shepherd of the
dawn came walking. Like a mischievous dog, with his red tongue lolling,
the sun sprang up and scattered the flock through many pastures.
Still she slept.
Outside Reading the engine went wrong. For a moment he hoped---- But,
no, it was nothing serious. In making adjustments he made much more
noise than was necessary. She did not rouse.
Nearly five o’clock! Other people would claim her in two hours. For
the next forty minutes that thought, that other people would claim her,
provided him with exquisite torture. Some of those other people would be
men--how could any man be near her without loving her?
He reached Maidenhead and came to the bridge--came to the river winding
like a silver pathway between nose-gays of gayly painted houseboats.
“Ho-ho!”
Jamming on the brakes in the middle of the bridge, he brought the car
to a halt. Her hand fluttered up to her mouth in a pretty pretense at
checking the yawn. She rubbed her eyes. “Morning! Didn’t I choose a good
place to wake up? Where are we?” She sat upright. “My, but I am cramped.
And, oh, look at my dress! It’ll embarrass you most horribly when we get
to London. The police’ll think you’re eloping with a faery.”
He crouched above the wheel, clutching it tightly, fearing what he might
do with his hands. Her casual cheerfulness stifled his words. It was
like a blow across his lips. What he had intended to say was so serious.
His eyes felt hot. He had a vision of himself as a wild unkempt
being, almost primeval, who struggled and panted. He was filled with
a sickening sense of self-despising and dreaded lest at any moment he
might hear her laughing.
“What a shame!” She stroked his sleeve gently. Her voice was concerned.
“I am a little beast. You’ve been at it all night while I’ve been----”
She rippled into laughter. “Do tell me whether I snored. Why don’t you
say something? You’ll get me frightened; you look most awfully strange
and funny.” And then, softly: “Poor you! You’re very tired.”
He was like a man turned to stone. She listened for any sound of
footsteps; she might need help. Except for the sunshine, the lapping of
the river and the careless singing of birds, the whole world was empty.
She swept the hair back from her forehead and gazed away from him. She
mustn’t let him know that he’d upset her.
“The river! Isn’t it splendid? And all the little curly mists. Why, this
must be Maidenhead. Yes, there’s the place where we hired the boat when
I came here with Horace and Fluffy. I hate to leave it, but---- We’d
better be getting on to London, hadn’t we?”
He didn’t answer. Slowly she turned and regarded him. Was he sulky, or
ill, or----?
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