He was passing out; Desire touched him on the arm possessingly.
“I couldn’t help it,” she whispered. “We’ll have all to-morrow to
ourselves. You’re not angry?” Angry! As though he’d come all the way to
America to be angry.
“Couldn’t ever be angry with you,” he whispered back.
CHAPTER VII--LOVING DESIRE
During the past two hours since he had breakfasted, he had watched the
telephone as though it were a live thing--as though it were her lips
which might speak to him at any moment He felt that she was there in the
room with him, obstinately keeping silent.
She had told him not to disturb her till eleven, but he had persuaded
himself that he would hear from her long before that--at nine, perhaps;
at ten, at latest. She had tried to appear offhand in arranging the
appointment because another man had been present He pretended to think
it rather decent of her to have let the chap down so lightly.
During every minute of the last two hours, he had been expecting to hear
the shrill tinkle of her summons. As he bent above his writing his heart
was in his throat He kept glancing up, telling himself that his sixth
sense had warned him that her voice was already asking its way across
the wires. Though previous premonitions had proved unwarranted, he was
confident that his latest was truly psychic.
Surely a girl who knew that she was loved wouldn’t sleep away the
freshness of a blue September morning! Curiosity, if nothing better,
would rouse her. It didn’t often happen that a man came three thousand
miles to do his courting. She’d kept him waiting so long. If she felt
one-tenth part of his impatience----
He finished his letter to his mother. It was all about his voyage and
the interviews of yesterday. He ought to tell her more--but how, without
telling her too much?
He scrawled a postscript, “By the way, yesterday I met Vashti”; then
sealed the envelope. By the time an inquiry could be returned, he would
know everything. He would know for certain whether Desire loved him. He
pulled out his watch. A few minutes past ten! To keep his nerves quiet
he made a pretense at working. He would outline the first of his series
of articles.
But his thoughts wandered. There was no room in his mind for anything
save her. She possessed him. The birdlike inflexions of her voice piped
in his memory; he could hear her laughter, the murmur of her footsteps,
the rustle of her dress. The subtle fragrance of her presence was all
about him. In the silence of his brain she pleaded with him, taunted
him, explained her omissions of consideration. “You don’t know what
things have done to me--don’t know what things have done to me.”
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