The lonely distance in the taxi between his corner and hers seemed to
have widened. They passed over a long cat’s-cradle of girders, spanning
the East River. She didn’t speak. She sat with her ungloved hand before
her eyes and her face averted. Any stranger who had glanced in on them
at that moment would have said they had quarreled. It felt very much
like it to Teddy.
CHAPTER VIII--FAITH RENEWS ITSELF
They had traveled for fully twenty minutes in silence; to Teddy it
had seemed as many hours. The patches of waste-land with hoardings,
advertising chewing-gums and New York plays, were growing less frequent.
A sea-look was softening the blueness of the sky. The greenness by the
roadside remained unmarred for longer and longer stretches. They skirted
a little bay, where power-boats lay tethered to buoys and a white-winged
yacht was spreading sail. They panted through a town of scattered wooden
houses, cool with lawns and shadowy with trees. Then they came to a
sandy turf-land, across which a horseman distantly galloped, leaping
ditches and hurdles.
He paid scant attention to his changing surroundings. He kept gazing at
the girl at his side. He feared to raise his eyes from her for a second,
lest she should drift away like thistledown.
Was she asleep or pretending? Why should she be asleep, when they had
so much to say and she had been up for barely three hours? Her ungloved
hand screened her eyes. He suspected that she was spying on him through
her fingers. Did it amuse her to torment him with silence? She had done
that with variations from the moment of their meeting at Glastonbury.
He couldn’t understand her motive in trying to make him wretched. His
impulse, if he liked people, was to make them glad. He became ingenious
in unearthing reasons for her conduct. Perhaps she was getting ready to
confess the thing for which she had to ask his forgiveness. Perhaps she
was offended by his request that she should remove her glove. But she
hadn’t seemed offended at the time of asking. And, if she were, how
trivial! She need only have refused him. She’d given him far graver
causes for offense.
He had reached this point in his despair, when suddenly she uncovered
her face and sat up vivaciously.
“Smell the sea! Cheer up. We’re nearly there.”
Darting out her hand, she patted his knee, laughing gayly at her
familiarity.
“You are restful You don’t expect me to chatter all the time. People
need to be very good friends to be able to sit silent. I know men who’d
be quite snappy if I---- But you’re different.”
She spoke caressingly, giving him credit for a delicacy which he did not
merit. He felt cheap in the accepting of it He wasn’t at all convinced
of her sincerity. He had the uncomfortable sense that she was aware that
he wasn’t convinced of it.
“Poor you! You do look squashed. One would think you weren’t enjoying
yourself. Was it really only business that brought you to America?”
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