But to-night it would be different The enchantment of the snow tingled
in his blood. The warning of the woman who had procrastinated so long
that she had lost her sincerity, spurred him to confession. Surely
to-night, if ever----
His hand set out on a voyage of discovery. It slipped into her muff and
found her fingers.
She shuddered. It was as though a chill had struck her. “What are you
doing? You’re queer to-night. Funny.”
He had no words in which to tell her. He was terribly in earnest.
Hammers were pounding in his temples. His face was twitching. The
darkness choked him.
He drooped closer. His lips brushed her furs. She sat breathless. His
lips crept higher and touched her hair.
“No, please.” Her voice was shaky and childish. “Not now. I--I don’t
feel like it.”
He drew back. Though she had denied him, their hands clung together.
Hers lay motionless, like the beating heart of a spent bird that has
lost the strength to save itself. The power that he knew he had over her
at that moment made him feel like a ruffian who had lain in ambush and
taken her unaware.
“Shall I let it go?” he whispered.
For answer the slim fingers nestled closer.
“Meester Deek, you were never in love before, were you?”
“Never.”
“Very wonderful. I thought not. You don’t act like it.”
“And you, Princess?”
“Ah!” She smiled mysteriously. “There was a boy who asked permission to
marry me once. It was just after I’d put up my hair. I was only fifteen,
but I looked just as old as I do now. He told mother that he’d saved
fifty dollars, and that he wanted to start early so as to raise a large
family. Very sweet and domestic of him, wasn’t it?”
“But that wasn’t serious.”
“No, not serious, you poor Meester Deek; but it makes you jealous.--And
there were others.”
“How many?”
“Oh, dozens. I’ve always had some one in love with me, ever since I can
remember. That’s why I gave names to my hands.”
“Then no one ever held them before?”
“I shouldn’t say that. But almost no one. I used to let Tom hold them
when he wouldn’t stop drizzling. Tom was different; he was a kind of
brother.”
“And what am I?”
“I’ve often wondered.” Her brows drew together. “You’re a kind of
friend, and yet you’re not.”
“More than a friend?”
They were halting. She freed her hand and stroked his face daringly.
“You’re Meester Deck. Isn’t that enough? Some one whom I love and
trust.”
She threw the door open. On the point of jumping out, she hesitated.
“The pavement’s so slushy. Whatever shall I do with my thin shoes and
all?”
“Let me carry you.”
As his arms enfolded her, she stiffened. For a moment there was a
rebellious struggle. Then her arm went about his neck and her face sank
against his shoulder.
How light she was! How little! How unchanged from the child-Desire of
the woodland!
“D’you remember the last time?” he whispered. “It’s years since I’ve
done it.”
“Not your fault,” she laughed. “You’d have done it often and often, if
I’d allowed you. I guess you wish it was always snowing.”
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