He must keep his mind occupied; must go to some place which held no
associations. Sauntering along Thirty-fourth Street, he passed by the
Beauty Parlor where she went, as she said, “to be glorified.” He passed
the shop to which he had gone with her to buy the earliest of his more
personal gifts, the dozen silk stockings. Foolish recollections, full of
poignancy! He crossed Broadway beneath the crashing Elevated. Gimbel’s
at least would leave him unreminded; she despised any store which was
not on Fifth Avenue. He had drifted through several departments, when
he was startled by a voice. He turned as though he had been struck. A
salesman, demonstrating a gramophone, had chosen the record of _Absent_
for the purpose. He stood tensely, listening to the tenor wail that came
from the impersonal instrument:
“Thinking I see you--thinking I see you smile.”
It was the last straw. His pride was broken. What did it matter whether
she cared? The terrible reality was his need of her. He made a dash for
the nearest pay-station and rang her up.
A man answered. He wasn’t Mr. Dak. “Who? Mr. Gurney? Hold the line. I’ll
call her.---- Little D., here’s your latest. Hurry!”
He heard Desire’s tripping footsteps in the passage and her reproving
whisper to her companion, “You had no right to do that.” Then her clear
voice, thrilling him even at that distance: “Hulloa, Bright Eyes! I’ve
just this minute got home. Did you get my wire?--You didn’t! But you
must have. I sent it after you left last night.--Humph! That’s what
comes of staying at these cheap hotels. You’d better ask the clerk at
the desk.--Oh, you’re not at the Brevoort. At Gimbel’s! What are you
doing there? Buying me another watch-bracelet? Never mind, tell
me presently.--No, I’m not going to tell you what was in the
telegram.--What’s that?”
He had asked who was with her.
“Naturally I can’t answer,” she said; “not now--later. You understand
why.--Of course you can come. Hurry! I’m dying to see you. By-by.”
He had been conscious, while she was speaking, that her conversation was
framed quite as much for the other man’s mystification as for his own.
There had been a tantalizing remoteness in her tones. But what man had
the privilege to call her “Little D.”? He remembered now that, when he
had done it, an annoyed look of remembrance had crept into her eyes.
Life had become worth living again. The madness was on him to spend, to
be gay, to atone. On his way uptown he went into Maillard’s to buy her
a box of her favorite caramels. He stopped at Thorley’s and purchased
a corsage of orchids. He was allowing her to twist him round her little
finger. He confessed it. But what did anything matter? He was going to
her. Life had become radiantly happy. He no longer had to eye passing
lovers with envy. He was of their company and glorified.
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