She crouched her chin against her shoulder. “Shall I tell you the
absolute truth? It’s silly of me to give away my secrets; a girl ought
always to be a mystery.” Her finger went up to her mouth and her eyes
twinkled. “It was because I knew that I was coming to England. I wanted
to see how patient you---- You understand?”
He jumped to his feet. “Then you hadn’t chucked me? All the time you
were intending to come to me?”
She winked at him. “Perhaps, and perhaps not. It would have depended on
my temper and how full I was with other engagements.--No, you’re not to
kiss me when I’m in bed; it isn’t done in the best families.”
He drew back from her, laughing. “How good it is to be mocked! And how
d’you like your family?” He seated himself on the edge of the bed.
“Not there,” she reproved him; “that isn’t done either. Bring a chair.”
When he had obeyed, she lay back with her face towards him and let him
take her hand.
“Meester Deek, it’s very sweet to have a father.”
When he nodded, she shook her head. “You needn’t look so wise. You don’t
know anything about it; you’ve had a father always. But to find a father
when you’re grown up--that’s what’s so sweet and wonderful.” She fell
silent. Then she said, “It’s like having a lover you don’t need to be
afraid of. We know nothing unhappy about each other; he’s never had to
whip me or be cross with me, the way he would have done if I’d always
been his little girl.--You do look funny, Meester Deek; I believe you’re
envying me and--and almost crying.”
“It was in this room,” he said, “that I first met your mother. I heard
her singing when I was lying in this very bed. She looked like you,
Princess; and in fun she asked me to marry her.”
Desire laughed softly. “I haven’t--not even in fun.” Then quickly, to
prevent what he was on the point of saying, “I would have liked to have
known you, Meester Deek, when you were quite, quite little. You’d never
guess what I and my father talk about.”
He had to try. At each fresh suggestion she shook her head.
“About my beautiful mother. Isn’t it wonderful of him to have remembered
and remembered? I believe if I wanted, I could help them to marry.
Only,” she looked away from him, “that would spoil the romance.”
“It wouldn’t spoil it Why do you always speak as if----”
She pursed her lips. “It would. Marriage may be very nice, but it
doesn’t do to let people know you too well. And then, there’s another
reason: Mrs. Sheerug’s a dear, but she doesn’t like my mother.”
“Doesn’t she?” He did his best to make his voice express surprise.
“You know she doesn’t. And she has her doubts about me, too. I can tell
that by the way she says, ’My dear, you laugh like your mother,’ as if
to laugh like my mother was a crime. She thinks it’s wrong to be gay. I
think in her heart she hates my mother.”
Suddenly she sat up. “All from you, and I haven’t thanked you yet!”
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