Smith and the Pharaohs, and other TalesHaggard, H. Rider (Henry Rider)
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Smith and the Pharaohs, and other Tales
Haggard, H. Rider (Henry Rider)
Adventure stories, English; Fantasy fiction, English; Short stories, English
Nobody thought of him now except herself and his old dog Nell. The dog
thought of him, she was sure, for it would sleep beneath his empty bed,
and at times sit up, look at it and whine. Then it would come and rest
its head upon her as she slept, and she would wake to find it looking
at her with a question in its eyes. One night in the darkness it did
this, then left her and broke into a joyous whimpering, such as it used
to make when its master was going to take it out. She even heard it
jumping up as though to paw at him, and wondered dreamily what it could
mean.
When she woke in the morning she saw the poor beast lying stiff and cold
upon the bed that had been Anthony’s, and though she wept over it,
her tears were perhaps those of envy rather than of sorrow, for she was
sure that it had found Anthony.
More and more Barbara threw out her soul towards Anthony. Across the
void of Nothingness she sent it travelling, nor did it return with
empty hands. Something of Anthony had greeted it, though she could not
remember the greeting, had spoken with it, though she could not
interpret the words. Of this at least she was sure, she had been near
to Anthony.
Once she seemed to see him. In the infinite, infinite distance, millions
of miles away, the sky opened as it were. There in the opening was
Anthony talking with one whom she knew for their daughter, the baby
that had died, talking of her. In a minute they were gone, but she had
seen them, she was sure that she had seen them, and the knowledge
warmed her heart.
So there was no error, the Bible was true, more or less; Faith was not
built on running water or on sand. Life was not a mere hellish mockery,
where tiaras turned to crowns of thorn and joy was but an inch rule by
which to measure the alps of human pain. Life was a door, a gateway.
The door dreadful, the gate perilous, if you will, but beyond it lay no
dream, no empty blackness. Beyond it stretched the Promised Land
peopled with the lost who soon would be the found.
Barbara’s last illness was rapid. When she began to go she went
swiftly.
“Can’t you save her?” asked her son of one of the doctors.
“The disease has gone too far,” he answered. “Moreover, it is
impossible to save one who seeks to die.”
“Why does she seek to die?” blurted Anthony, glaring at him.
“Perhaps, young gentleman, you are in a better position to answer that
question than I am,” replied the doctor, who knew of Anthony’s
cruel conduct to his mother and had reproached him with it, not once but
on several occasions.
“You mean that I have killed her,” said Anthony savagely.
“No,” replied the doctor, “she is dying of tuberculosis of
the lungs. What were the primary causes which induced that disease I
cannot be sure. All I said was that she appears to welcome it, or
rather its issue. And I will add this on my own account, that when she
does die the world will lose one of the sweetest women that ever walked
upon it. Good morning.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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