Bildungsromans; Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Domestic fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction; Gamblers -- Family relationships -- Fiction
Selina stared at the shining round dollar; at Mabel’s face. The quick
sting of tears came to her eyes. She shook her head, smiled. “We don’t
mind sleeping out here. Thank you just the same—Mabel.”
The girl put her dollar plumply back into her purse. “Well, takes all
kinds, I always say. I thought I had a bum deal but, say, alongside of
what you got I ain’t got it so worse. Place to sleep in, anyways, even
if it is—well, good-night. Listen to that Elsie, hollering for me. I’m
comin’! Shut up!”
You heard the two on their way up the street, arm in arm, laughing.
“Come Dirk.”
“Are we going to sleep here!” He was delighted.
“Right here, all snug in the hay, like campers.”
The boy lay down, wriggling, laughing. “Like gypsies. Ain’t it, Mom?”
“‘Isn’t it,’ Dirk—not ‘ain’t it’.” The school teacher.
She lay down beside him. The boy seemed terribly wide awake. “I liked
the Mabel one best, didn’t you? She was the nicest, h’m?”
“Oh, much the nicest,” said Selina, and put one arm around him and drew
him to her, close. And suddenly he was asleep, deeply. The street became
quieter. The talking and laughter ceased. The lights were dim at Chris
Spanknoebel’s. Now and then the clatter of wheels and horses’ hoofs
proclaimed a late comer seeking a place, but the sound was not near by,
for this block and those to east and west were filled by now. These men
had been up at four that morning, must be up before four the next.
The night was cool, but not cold. Overhead you saw the wide strip of sky
between the brick buildings on either side of the street. Two men came
along singing. “Shut up!” growled a voice from a wagon along the curb.
The singers subsided. It must be ten o’clock and after, Selina thought.
She had with her Pervus’s nickel watch, but it was too dark to see its
face, and she did not want to risk a match. Measured footsteps that
passed and repassed at regular intervals. The night policeman.
She lay looking up at the sky. There were no tears in her eyes. She was
past tears. She thought, “Here I am, Selina Peake, sleeping in a wagon,
in the straw, like a bitch with my puppy snuggled beside me. I was going
to be like Jo in Louisa Alcott’s book. On my feet are boots and on my
body a dyed dress. How terribly long it is going to be until morning
. . . I must try to sleep. . . . I must try to sleep . . .”
She did sleep, miraculously. The September stars twinkled brightly down
on them. As she lay there, the child in her arms, asleep, peace came to
the haggard face, relaxed the tired limbs. Much like another woman who
had lain in the straw with her child in her arms almost two thousand
years before.
XI
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