Christian life -- Fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; Love stories
Sidney was bending over her friend, but the face that was raised to
hers hardly seemed like Monica's. It was sharpened and lined with pain,
and the misery and bitterness that flashed from her eyes struck Sidney
with a fresh realisation of what she was enduring.
"I know the worst at last," Monica said in cold, biting tones. "That
fool of a doctor could buoy me up with false hopes no longer. I made
him tell me the truth."
"He wants you to try electrical treatment," faltered Sidney.
"Oh, don't tell me what he wants me to try! He knows, and you know,
that if ever I walk again, it will be with crutches. He told me, in any
case, my farming days were over."
Sidney could not speak.
"I wondered he dared say such a thing to me. I felt in such impotent
fury. To tell me—I, who have never had a day's illness, who have been
out of doors in all weathers, who cannot breathe with comfort indoors,
who, a couple of months ago, was the strongest straightest hardiest
woman in the county—that I am to spend the rest of my life on a couch
by the fire, or, at the best, hobble out for an hour or two in the sun
upon crutches! Why, Sidney, it is enough to turn my brain!"
Sidney's eyes filled with tears.
"I wish I could bear it for you."
"I made up my mind directly his back was turned to go straight up to
London to get special advice, but the post came in and brought me this
letter. You will laugh at me when I tell you that it is the last bitter
drop to my cup of misery, and the climax of it all. I shall struggle
no longer: The farm is going rapidly to pieces. My house, Sidney, has
been destroyed. The storms have come and beat upon it, and great is the
fall!"
Sidney took the letter offered to her. It was in Chuckles' best
copper-plate handwriting.
"MY DEARE ANT,
"We allways rites home on Sondays. I like my skool first rat. There is
forteen boys, witch is all older than me. I have now quite sertenly
made up my mind I will never—no, never—be a farmer. Willie Green seys
no gentleman is a farmer, and we wud kick a farmer's sun out of our
skule. I am going to be a saylor on the sea. Willie is a nice boy; he
says you can allways run away and be a saylor; he thinks Nelson did; so
please rite and tell me I can be like him. I hope you are kite well.
With my best love—
"Your loving
"CHUCKLES."
Sidney had no heart to smile, for Monica's restless unhappy eyes never
left her face.
"My dear Monica, such a baby's letter cannot really affect you. Next
week you may hear he means to be a soldier. You don't really mean to
tell me that this ridiculous letter has any weight with you?"
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