American literature -- History and criticism; English literature -- History and criticism; World War, 1914-1918 -- Poetry
She read Disraeli's novels over again, from time to time, with a
renewal of sentiment. "I am dedicating my leisure hours to
_Endymion_. What a charm after the beef and mutton of ordinary
novels!" She gradually developed a cult for Swinburne, whom she had
once scorned; in her repentance after his death, she wrote: "I
never hear enough about that genius Swinburne! My heart warms when
I think of him and read his poems." I think she was very much
annoyed that he had never been a visitor at Charles Street. When
Verlaine was in England, to deliver a lecture, in 1894, Lady
Dorothy was insistent that, as I was seeing him frequently, I
should bring the author of _Parallelement_ to visit her. She
said--I think under some illusion--"Verlaine is one of my pet
poets, though," she added, "not of this world." I was obliged to
tell her that neither Verlaine's clothes, nor his person, nor his
habits, admitted of his being presented in Mayfair, and that,
indeed, it was difficult to find a little French eating-house in
Soho where he could be at home. She then said: "Why can't you take
me to see him in this eating-house?" I had to explain that of the
alternatives that was really the least possible. She was not
pleased.
Nor am I pleased with this attempt of mine to draw the features of
our wonderful fairy friend. However I may sharpen the pencil, the
line it makes is still too heavy. I feel that these anecdotes seem
to belie her exquisite refinement, the rapidity and delicacy of her
mental movement. To tell them is like stroking the wings of a moth.
Above all, it is a matter of despair to attempt to define her
emotional nature. Lady Dorothy Nevill was possessed neither of
gravity nor of pathos; she was totally devoid of sentimentality.
This made it easy for a superficial observer to refuse to believe
that the author of so many pungent observations and such apparently
volatile cynicism had a heart. When this was once questioned in
company, one who knew her well replied: "Ah! yes, she has a heart,
and it is like a grain of mustard-seed!" But her kindliness was
shown, with great fidelity, to those whom she really honoured with
her favour. I do not know whether it would be strictly correct to
say that she had the genius of friendship, because that supposes a
certain initiative and action which were foreign to Lady Dorothy's
habits. But she possessed, to a high degree, the genius of
comradeship. She held the reins very tightly, and she let no one
escape whom she wished to retain. She took immense pains to
preserve her friendships, and indeed became, dear creature, a
little bit tyrannical at last. Her notes grew to be excessively
emphatic. She would begin a letter quite cheerfully with "Oh, you
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