England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Social aspects -- England -- Fiction
How could you translate that: you couldn't translate it: no one could
translate Heine:
"It was the summer night came over me:
That was silent riding . . ."
A voice cut into his warm, drowsy thought:
"Oh, you _do_ exist. But you've spoken too late. I've run into the
horse." He must have been speaking aloud. He had felt the horse
quivering at the end of the reins. The horse, too, was used to her by
now. It had hardly stirred . . . He wondered when he had left off
singing "John Peel." . . . He said:
"Come along, then: have you found anything?"
The answer came:
"Something . . . But you can't talk in this stuff . . . I'll just . . ."
The voice died away as if a door had shut. He waited: consciously
waiting: as an occupation! Contritely and to make a noise he rattled the
whip-stock in its bucket. The horse started and he had to check in
quickly: a damn fool he was. Of course a horse would start if you
rattled a whip-stock. He called out:
"Are you all right?" The cart might have knocked her down. He had,
however, broken the convention. Her voice came from a great distance:
"I'm all right. Trying the other side . . ."
His last thought came back to him. He had broken their convention: he
had exhibited concern: like any other man. . . . He said to himself:
"By God! Why not take a holiday: why not break all conventions?"
They erected themselves intangibly and irrefragably. He had not known
this young woman twenty-four hours: not to speak to: and already the
convention existed between them that he must play stiff and cold, she
warm and clinging. . . . Yet she was obviously as cool a hand as
himself: cooler no doubt, for at bottom he was certainly a
sentimentalist.
A convention of the most imbecile type . . . Then break all conventions:
with the young woman: with himself above all. For forty-eight
hours . . . almost exactly forty-eight hours till he started for
Dover. . . .
"And I must to the greenwood go,
Alone: a banished man!"
By the descending moon: it being then just after cockcrow of midsummer
night--what sentimentality!--it must be half-past four on Sunday. He had
worked out that to catch the morning Ostend boat at Dover he must leave
the Wannops' at 5.15 on Tuesday morning, in a motor for the
junction. . . . What incredible cross-country train connections! Five hours
for not forty miles, He had then forty-eight and three-quarter hours! Let
them be a holiday! A holiday from himself above all: a holiday from his
standards: from his convention with himself. From clear observation:
from exact thought: from knocking over all the skittles of the
exactitudes of others: from the suppression of emotions. . . . From all
the wearinesses that made him intolerable to himself. . . . He felt his
limbs lengthen, as if they too had relaxed.
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