England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Social aspects -- England -- Fiction
She practiced every kind of "turning down" on these creatures: the
really nice ones, with the Kitchener moustaches, the seal's brown eyes,
the honest, thrilling voices, the clipped words, the straight backs and
the admirable records--as long as you didn't enquire _too_ closely.
Once, in the early days of the Great Struggle, a young man--she _had_
smiled at him in mistake for some one more trustable--had followed in a
taxi, hard on her motor, and flushed with wine, glory and the firm
conviction that all women in that lurid carnival had become common
property, had burst into her door from the public stairs. . . . She had
overtopped him by the forehead and before a few minutes were up she
seemed to him to have become ten foot high with a gift of words that
scorched his backbone and the voice of a frozen marble statue: a
_chaud-froid_ effect. He had come in like a stallion, red eyed, and all
his legs off the ground: he went down the stairs like a half-drowned
rat, with dim eyes and really looking wet, for some reason or other.
Yet she hadn't really told him more than the way one should behave to
the wives of one's brother officers then actually in the line, a point
of view that, with her intimates, she daily agreed was pure bosh. But it
must have seemed to him like the voice of his mother--when his mother
had been much younger, of course--speaking from paradise, and his
conscience had contrived the rest of his general wetness. This, however,
had been melodrama and war stuff at that: it hadn't, therefore,
interested her. She preferred to inflict deeper and more quiet pains.
She could, she flattered herself, tell the amount of empressement which
a man would develop about herself at the first glance--the amount and
the quality too. And from not vouchsafing a look at all, or a look of
the barest and most incurious to some poor devil who even on
introduction couldn't conceal his desires, to letting, after dinner, a
measured glance travel from the right foot of a late dinner partner,
diagonally up the ironed fold of the right trouser to the watch pocket,
diagonally still, across the shirt front, pausing at the stud and so,
rather more quickly away over the left shoulder, while the poor fellow
stood appalled, with his dinner going wrong--from the milder note to the
more pronounced she ran the whole gamut of "turnings down." The poor
fellows next day would change their bootmakers, their sock merchants,
their tailors, the designers of their dress-studs and shirts: they would
sigh even to change the cut of their faces, communing seriously with
their after-breakfast mirrors. But they knew in their hearts that
calamity came from the fact that she hadn't deigned to look into their
eyes. . . . Perhaps hadn't dared was the right word!
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