England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Social aspects -- England -- Fiction
The affairs of her own set, female front benchers of one side or other
as they were, were more tenuous. If they ever came to heads, their
affairs, they had rather the nature of promiscuity and took place at the
country houses where bells rang at five in the morning. Sylvia had heard
of such country houses, but she didn't know of any. She imagined that
they might be the baronial halls of such barons of the crown as had
patronymics ending in schen . . . stein . . . and baum. There were
getting to be a good many of these, but Sylvia did not visit them. She
had in her that much of the papist.
Certain of her more brilliant girl friends certainly made very sudden
marriages; but the averages of those were not markedly higher than in
the case of the daughters of doctors, solicitors, the clergy, the lord
mayors and common councilmen. They were the product usually of
the more informal type of dance, of inexperience and champagne--of
champagne of unaccustomed strength or of champagne taken in unusual
circumstances--fasting as often as not. They were, these hasty
marriages, hardly ever the result of either passion or temperamental
lewdness.
In her own case--years ago now--she had certainly been taken advantage
of, after champagne, by a married man called Drake. A bit of a brute she
acknowledged him now to be. But after the event passion had developed:
intense on her side and quite intense enough on his. When; in a scare
that had been as much her mother's as her own, she had led Tietjens on
and married him in Paris to be out of the way--though it was fortunate
that the English Catholic church of the Avenue Hoche had been the scene
of her mother's marriage also, thus establishing a precedent and an
ostensible reason!--there had been dreadful scenes right up to the very
night of the marriage. She had hardly to close her eyes in order to see
the Paris hotel bedroom, the distorted face of Drake, who was mad with
grief and jealousy, against a background of white things, flowers and
the like, sent in overnight for the wedding. She knew that she had been
very near death. She had wanted death.
And even now she had only to see the name of Drake in the paper--her
mother's influence with the pompous front bencher of the Upper House,
her cousin, had put Drake in the way of colonial promotions that were
recorded in gazettes--nay, she had only involuntarily to think of that
night and she would stop dead, speaking or walking, drive her nails into
her palms and groan slightly. . . . She had to invent a chronic stitch
in her heart to account for this groan which ended in a mumble and
seemed to herself to degrade her. . . .
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