England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Social aspects -- England -- Fiction
Valentine ran down over the broken tiles of the garden path, pulling her
wideawake firmly on. She had looked at her wrist watch; it was two and
twelve: 14.45. If she was to walk to the War Office by 4.15--16.15--a
sensible innovation!--she must step out. Five miles to Whitehall. God
knows what, then! Five miles back! Two and a half, diagonally, to High
Street Station by half-past 19! Twelve and a half miles in five hours or
less. And three hours dancing on the top of it. And to dress! . . . She
needed to be fit . . . And, with violent bitterness, she said:
"Well! I'm fit. . . ." She had an image of the aligned hundred of girls
in blue jumpers and men's ties keeping whom fit had kept her super-fit.
She wondered how many of them would be men's mistresses before the year
was out. It was August then. But perhaps none! Because she had kept them
fit. . . .
"Ah!" she said, "if I had been a loose woman, with flaccid breasts and a
soft body. All perfumed!" . . . But neither Sylvia Tietjens nor Ethel
Duchemin were soft. They might be scented on occasion! But they could
not contemplate with equanimity doing a twelve mile walk to save a few
pence and dancing all night on top of it! She could! And perhaps the
price she paid was just that; she was in such hard condition she hadn't
moved him to . . . She perhaps exhaled such an aura of sobriety,
chastity and abstinence as to suggest to him that . . . that a decent
fellow didn't get his girl into trouble before going to be killed. . . .
Yet if he were such a town bull! . . . She wondered how she knew such
phrases. . . .
The sordid and aligned houses seemed to rush past her in the mean August
sunshine. That was because if you thought hard time went quicker; or
because after you noticed the paper shop at this corner you would be up
to the boxes of onions outside the shop of the next corner before you
noticed anything else.
She was in Kensington Gardens, on the north side; she had left the poor
shops behind. . . . In sham country, with sham lawns, sham avenues, sham
streams. Sham people pursuing their ways across the sham grass. Or no!
Not sham! In a vacuum! No! "Pasteurised" was the word! Like dead milk.
Robbed of their vitamines. . . .
If she saved a few coppers by walking it would make a larger pile to put
into the leering--or compassionate--taxicabman's hand after he had
helped her support her brother into the dog kennel door. Edward would be
dead drunk. She had fifteen shillings for the taxi . . . If she gave a
few coppers more it seemed generous. . . . What a day to look forward to
still! Some days were lifetimes!
She would rather die than let Tietjens pay for the cab!
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