England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Social aspects -- England -- Fiction
Their lips met in a passion of pity and tears. He removed his mouth to
say: "I must see you this evening. . . . I shall be mad with anxiety
about you." She whispered: "Yes! yes! . . . In the yew walk." Her eyes
were closed, she pressed her body fiercely into his. "You are the . . .
first . . . man . . ." she breathed.
"I will be the only one for ever," he said.
He began to see himself: in the tall room, with the long curtains: a
round, eagle mirror reflected them gleaming: like a bejewelled picture
with great depths: the entwined figures.
They drew apart to gaze at each other: holding hands. . . . The voice of
Tietjens said:
"Macmaster! You're to dine at Mrs. Wannop's to-night. Don't dress; I
shan't." He was looking at them without any expression, as if he had
interrupted a game of cards; large, grey, fresh-featured, the white
patch glistening on the side of his grizzling hair.
Macmaster said:
"All right. It's near here, isn't it? . . . I've got an engagement just
after . . ." Tietjens said that that would be all right: he would be
working himself. All night probably. For Waterhouse . . .
Mrs. Duchemin said with swift jealousy:
"You let him order you about . . ." Tietjens was gone.
Macmaster said absently:
"Who? Chrissie? . . . Yes! Sometimes I him, sometimes he me. . . . We
make engagements. My best friend. The most brilliant man in England, of
the best stock too. Tietjens of Groby. . . ." Feeling that she didn't
appreciate his friend he was abstractly piling on commendations: "He's
making calculations now. For the Government that no other man in England
could make. But he's going . . ."
An extreme languor had settled on him, he felt weakened but yet
triumphant with the cessation of her grasp. It occurred to him numbly
that he would be seeing less of Tietjens. A grief. He heard himself
quote:
"'Since when we stand side by side!'" His voice trembled.
"Ah yes!" came in her deep tones: "The beautiful lines . . . They're
true. We must part. In this world . . ." They seemed to her lovely and
mournful words to say; heavenly to have them to say, vibratingly,
arousing all sorts of images. Macmaster, mournfully too, said:
"We must wait." He added fiercely: "But to-night, at dusk!" He imagined
the dusk, under the yew hedge. A shining motor drew up in the sunlight
under the window.
"Yes! yes!" she said. "There's a little white gate from the lane." She
imagined their interview of passion and mournfulness amongst dim objects
half seen. So much of glamour she could allow herself.
Afterwards he must come to the house to ask after her health and they
would walk side by side on the lawn, publicly, in the warm light,
talking of indifferent but beautiful poetries, a little wearily, but
with what currents electrifying and passing between their flesh. . . .
And then: long, circumspect years. . . .
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