"It is Sunday to-day: the day for repose. So I hear no other sound
than that which my pen makes on the paper. I am thinking of you.
You are not so tranquil in your great Paris, except in your little
chamber, where you find again Le Cayla in a more enjoyable form.
When I saw yesterday the great oak of the Teoulet covered with
hoar-frost, I thought of the great fir of Maurice. Nothing is more
elegant than these trees in winter dress; but hurrah for their
summer toilet! When one must only see trees, one loves better to
have them green than white. For you, who see so many things, a
little snow is nothing, and it is here a great event, especially
when I used to make snowballs; but that has been for a long time a
lost pleasure. Winter gives me only the sweet warmth of the
chimney corner--that is the pleasure of the old. What a distance
from the doll to the tongs! And there I am. And then will come
spectacles, the cane, and the fall of the teeth--sad New Year's
gifts! For at last the years make us all these presents. Since
time brings me nothing sweet, I would willingly send back the
first of the year as a tiresome creature who comes too often. As
you say, It is strange that one is so gay at that period. That
children are so very good, they catch bonbons; but we.... Yet if I
could have New Year's gifts sometimes according to my fancy....
"I have, however, had one pleasing gift--your letter. Nothing
gives me the pleasure of that. When I saw you more than ever
wandering and straying in the land of the void, it is then that
you show me that shut up in your room--confined to a regular
work--what progress you have there made, my dear brother! Frankly,
I did not expect so prompt a conversion. May God maintain it! I
told you well that will is power. You have willed and have
achieved; you have achieved even to the resumption of the code. I
am quite content with you, and with your courage. Are you not well
repaid for your first effort in seeing what it has produced? 'I
now meet the day intrepidly.' It is the very thing for which you
have made me wait so long, and it is that which makes me preach so
much. Nothing gave me more pain than to see you so sick with life.
You see how much sweeter she is when one knows how to lead her. It
is for you the commencement of happiness to be able to think
calmly. By little and little all will arrange itself, all will
frame, all will harmonise in your existence. You will do like our
old timepiece, which sounds very well when the weather is fine.
Make it last, this fine weather that shines upon you now; and when
the glacial discouragement shall come to fall upon you, fall again
upon it as you have done already. He who gives one kick is able to
give two, is able to give a thousand. I easily believe that these
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