"An unexpected messenger passing at La Croix for Albi reminds me
of our deputy, who, you have said, will willingly take charge of
our letters. This will be short--an abridgment, a nothing, that I
write at full speed in waiting for Delern, our messenger. It was
papa who came quite out of breath from Pausadon to announce this
departure to us, and behold pens in train, Mimi on one side and I
on the other. She replies to your letter which came the day before
yesterday, and I am only going to add a souvenir, after my courier
of Friday. There is not much time, and as I should wish to write
to Louise by the same means, that will make me rob you of a few
minutes. You will not be sorry for it; and, besides, what should I
say to-day that I have not said a hundred times? I say things over
again. I repeat. I am like the old, repeating in the evening what
they have said in the morning.
"But here is something fresh, a reproach; do not tremble, it is a
complaint. I wish to tell you that your letter to Mimi would have
given her much more pleasure if it had been longer, and if it had
not failed to add a thousand things which are always wanting in
your letters. Is it your fault or that of your masculine heart?
Ours, it seems to me, understands better in friendship, and waits
not to be asked for tenderness and all that one loves to see in a
friendly correspondence. These poor brothers, we spoil them; we
love them too much. We love them so warmly that to do the same
seems impossible to them. But I wish to correct myself, and in
place of the long epistles I have been accustomed to write you
shall have only short ones. That is a resolution taken until you
write to me according to my fancy. Adieu then to the little
journal--of what use is it to me? You write to me no longer
because of it. Nothing for nothing. I shall never know a word of
your life because, say you, you would extend yourself so far on
that subject I should grow weary in following you. Where would you
then go, even though it should be to the end of the world, that I
should not arrive with you? It is only a defect, an excuse for
idleness, or for a heart a little frozen. You are going to be
vexed, to complain. But why do you write so briefly? But for that
letter to Mimi, I should say the most pretty things, or the most
sweet at least, for I have not much bitterness in my soul, and
already the sweet softness comes to me again. This poor Maurice,
who without doubt loves us; what do I want from him, what am I
demanding from him? Instead of thanking him for all that he does
now, I am chiding him. That is not well. Then I am silent; let us
embrace, and all is ended.
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