"The invalid, it seemed to me, was better. His eyes, open again,
had not the startling fixed appearance of the morning, nor was his
intellect feeble; he appeared morally revived, and in full
enjoyment of his faculties throughout the ceremonies. He followed
everything with his heart, very devoutly.... He pressed the hand
of the Curé, who continued to speak to him of heaven, put to his
lips a cross that his wife offered him, and then began to sink. We
all kissed him, and he died, Friday morning, July 19, 1839, at
half-past eleven. It was eleven days after our arrival at Le
Cayla--eight months after his marriage."
With the life of her brother the brightness of that of Eugénie passed
away. Though they had been destined to be so much separated, she had
lived for him. After he was gone she was possessed by thoughts of him,
and a desire to do justice to his memory and genius became the
dominating power of her life. Returning from his graveside, she sits
down to open a fresh page in her journal, heading it: "Still to
him--to Maurice dead, to Maurice in heaven. He was the glory and the
joy of my heart. Oh, it is a sweet name and full of dilection, the
name of brother." On this, his burial day, she writes: "No, my
brother, death shall not separate us, nor take thee from my thought:
death separates only the body; the soul instead of being there is in
heaven, but this change of abode takes away nothing of its affections.
They are far from that, I hope; they love better in heaven, where all
is glorified. Oh, my dear Maurice, Maurice! Art thou far from me? Dost
thou hear me?"
In the midst of her profound grief it was a source of great
consolation to Eugénie that her brother had returned to the faith and
love of his early days. Her letters to her friends are henceforth full
of Maurice. Memories of him throng her thought, and find outlet only
in outpourings of tender love; reflections on the sadness, the
partings of life, the hopes of reunion in the life to come, which
alone sustained her; prayers for the peace of the departed soul. Her
life for the future was to be more intensely spiritual. One earthly
care only was left--her brother's memory. She continued her journal
for some months, still writing to Maurice as if for his eye. This may
seem to be unnatural, arising from an oversensitive and morbid state
of mind. She, indeed, came to this conclusion herself; and, after a
time, addressed her journal no longer to her brother, but to his
latest friend at Paris.
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