Some Persons UnknownHornung, E. W. (Ernest William)
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Some Persons Unknown
Hornung, E. W. (Ernest William)
English fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, English
She had need to be grateful. Yes, he was very kind; he was breaking her
heart with his kindness, that heart which she had read backward five
years ago, but aright ever since. It was all his. Either the sentiment
which was one of her inherent qualities, or the generosity which was
another, or both, had built up a passion for the man she had jilted,
far stronger than any feeling she could have entertained for him in
the early days of their love. She had yearned to make atonement, and
having prayed, for years, only to meet him again, to that end, she had
regarded her prayer now as answered. But answered how cruelly! Quite an
age ago, he must have ceased to care; what was worse, he had no longer
any strong feelings about her, one way or the other. Oh, that was the
worst of all! Better his first hot scorn, his momentary brutality:
she had made him feel then: he felt nothing now. And here they were
trudging side by side, as silent as the grave that held their withered
love.
They came to the road but a few minutes before the coach was due.
Ferrers carried no watch; but he had timed their journey accurately by
the sun. It was now not a handbreadth above the dun horizon; the wind
had changed, and was blowing fresh from the south; and it was grateful
to sit in the elongated shadows of two blue-bushes which commanded a
fair view of the road. They had been on the tramp upwards of two hours;
during the second hour they had never spoken but once, when he handed
her his water-bag; and now he handed it again.
"Thank you," she said, passing it back after her draught. "You have
been very kind!"
"Ah, Lena!" he cried, without a moment's warning, "had you been a
kinder girl, or I a stronger man, we should have been happy enough
first or last! Now it's too late. I have sunk too low. I'd rather sink
lower still than trade upon your pity."
"Is that all?"
"That's all."
He pointed to a whirl of sand half a mile up the road. It grew larger,
giving glimpses of half-harnessed horse-flesh and heavily revolving
wheels. The girl's lips moved; she could hear the driver's whip,
cracking louder and louder; but the words came hard.
"It is not true," she cried at last. "That is not all.
You--don't--care!"
He turned upon her his old, hungry eyes, so sunken now. "I do," he said
hoarsely. "Too much--to drag you down. No! let me sink alone. I shall
soon touch bottom!"
She got to her feet. The coach was very near them now, the off-lamp
showing up the vermilion panels; the bits tinkling between the leaders'
teeth; the body of the vehicle swinging and swaying on its leather
springs. The governess got to her feet, and pointed to the coach with a
helpless gesture.
"And I?" she asked him. "What's to become of me?"
The south wind was freshening with the fall of night; at that very
moment it blew off the driver's wide-awake, and the coach was delayed
three minutes.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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