Something about Eve: A comedy of fig-leavesCabell, James Branch
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Something about Eve: A comedy of fig-leaves
Cabell, James Branch
Fantasy fiction; Historical fiction; Middle Ages -- Fiction
WHEN Gerald raised his head he was alone on the naked moor, for the
brown man had departed, and Maya had gone away with the first of all her
lovers, and her illusions had vanished, including the neat log and
plaster cottage. And mists were creeping up from the ruined kingdom of
Antan, in billows of ever-thickening gray which seemed to be the smoke
from that great burning.
Then Gerald said:
“I have come out of my native home on a gain-less journeying with no
profit in it: yet there has been pleasure in that journeying. I do not
complain. Let every man that must journey, without ever knowing why,
from the dark womb of his mother to the dark womb of his grave, take
pattern by me!
“For all that every pleasure is departed from me, I have had pleasure. I
do not grieve because I have gained nothing in my journeying. The great
and best words of the Master Philologist stay unrevealed; that supreme
word which was in the beginning, and which will be when all else has
perished, I may not surmise: but I have played with many words which
were rather pretty. In the art of magic which I chose to be my art I
have performed no earth-shaking wonders, yet in small thaumaturgies I
have had some hand. I did not ride the divine steed to my journey’s end:
but a part of the way I rode quite royally.
“That which I heard of from afar I have not won to in my foiled
journeying. So I now cry farewell to that Queen Freydis whom, I suspect,
I might have loved with a great love if lesser women had not solicited
me. I cry farewell to the Mirror of the Hidden Children in which, I
believe, I might have found myself as I am, and might have come to
knowledge of the Third Truth. And I cry farewell to Antan, to that
never-won-to goal of all the gods which was, I think, my appointed
kingdom. I have surmised high things. I have gained none of them. My
doom has been a little doom. It contents me.
“I may well be content, because all that a man may hope for I have had,
who have learned at least that the lot of a man is more sure than the
lot of any god. For the deceit which you put upon me, O venerable and
subtle Æsred, I cry out my gratitude. There was the seeming of a home
and of a woman who loved and tended me and of a child. I may not speak
of my love for these illusions. Now they have perished. But my memories
remain: and they are more dear to me than is any real thing.
“All, all, is perished! It may be that I have offended the two truths
which I did not esteem sufficiently august. And I who willed to be Lord
of the Third Truth have found no third truth anywhere. I have found only
comfortably colored illusions. But I am content with that which I have
found here upon Mispec Moor.”
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