Something about Eve: A comedy of fig-leavesCabell, James Branch
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Something about Eve: A comedy of fig-leaves
Cabell, James Branch
Fantasy fiction; Historical fiction; Middle Ages -- Fiction
“Oh, yes, it may be,” Gerald conceded, half frettedly, because he did
not like to be troubled with such reflections, “it may be that I am
wrong in this belief. And that seems to me yet another reason for
adhering to this belief. I, standing here alone upon the remnants of so
many utter strangers, admit indeed to some depression of spirits. It
seems to me, at this exact instant, that just conceivably I may be
neither a Savior nor a sun god nor a culture hero, but merely another
bull-headed Musgrave, for whom death waits, and after death, perhaps,
oblivion. Nevertheless, I find it a more beautiful and a much more
entertaining idea to believe in than to deny the immortality even of a
mere Musgrave. There is to my mind nothing at all interesting in the
idea of my own extinction. And it appears that my belief in this matter,
with no assured knowledge anywhere to go on, must be simply a question
of personal taste. Modesty even suggests that my belief is an affair of
irrelevance.”
And Gerald said also: “Therefore it furthermore appears to me, O
peculiarly unimaginative painting, a sheer waste of opportunity to
assume that anything is ever going to end even for a mere Musgrave all
conscious experience. I had far rather play with a beautiful idea than
with one utterly lacking in seductiveness. I very much prefer to believe
that I at least am, in one way or another, reserved to take part in some
enduring and rather superb performance,—somewhere, by and by,—in a
performance concerned with some third truth, more august and
æsthetically more pleasing than are the only ever-enduring truths
apparent to us here. We copulate and die, and that is all?—Well,
perhaps! But, then again, perhaps not! One must, you see, be
broad-minded about the matter.”
He for a moment kept silence. That regrettably candid painting and all
the other adjuncts of this place were certainly very depressing, now
that the learned diableries of the Fox-Spirit no longer enlivened this
tomb. Nevertheless, Gerald kept his long chin well up.
“Yes, every man ought to be broad-minded about this matter, and ought to
cherish always, if only as a diverting and inexpensive plaything, this
pungent notion of being immortal. It is really inexpensive, because,
should your notion prove ungrounded, you run no risk, no tiniest risk,
of being twitted, by and by, for credulity, or even of ever discovering
your error. Meanwhile this faith in your own durability and potential
importance is in some sense a cordial; and is in sundry ways a fine toy.
It renders life, and dying too, endurable: and it offers against all
vacant half-hours a variety of diverting speculations... as to that
possible third truth.”
Again Gerald paused. For it seemed to him, as he unwittingly repeated
the age-old self-persuasions of so many of his ancestors, that he had
found now another facet in this jewel of an idea that he was playing
with; and this fact considerably cheered Gerald.
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