Sonnie-Boy's PeopleConnolly, James B. (James Brendan)
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Sonnie-Boy's People
Connolly, James B. (James Brendan)
Sea stories; Short stories, American
"Who!" Cadogan bounded in his seat; and then, smiling at himself:
"That's a good one--I took it seriously."
"Take it seriously, please."
Cadogan instantly sobered. "But I'm not aching to die. And the Lord
never intended me for a martyr."
"Are you sure you know what the Lord intended you for? You have done
great deeds in one way. You could do great deeds in another way. A great
deed is never more than a great thought in action. You need but the
great thought to give the great deed birth."
"But I never originated a great thought in my life."
"What man ever did? The seeds of great thoughts are born in us, which
means that they come from God. But great deeds are man's. And if it
should come to pass in your adventurous life that you go to a calamitous
death, it may not be altogether a pity. If your heart remains pure as
now, it surely would not be. You have every qualification, if you could
but be born again."
"Why wouldn't you yourself be the man for such a thing?" It was Meade,
eying the man from under contracted eyebrows, who put this question.
"Thanks!" Lavis's smile was almost perceptible.
"I did not mean----"
"No harm. It would require the creative genius. I am no longer
creative."
"But you have an intellect."
"Meaning that I have a well-developed muscle in the brain? The man who
lifts heavy weights in the circus has also a well-developed muscle in
his arm, or back, or legs, but what does he teach us that is for the
betterment of the race? But Mr. Cadogan here has the flaming soul. And
the last passenger on this ship should be such as he, a strong man with
the innocence of the child." He turned from the older to the younger
man. "You are creative in thought, powerful, direct, tireless in action,
Mr. Cadogan. Every new experience still comes to you with the dew of the
morning on it. You should die hard, with your eyes open to the last.
Nothing would escape you. And you would know what dying was, because for
you to give up life would be a great renunciation."
Cadogan shook his head. "Even if all the rest of it were true, I have
nothing in life to renounce."
"How can you know that? You would be renouncing a limitless capacity for
enjoyment, if nothing more." Lavis rose to his feet. "I hope I haven't
bored you too much? I think I will go out and get some fresh air." He
bowed and smiled to Meade, smiled more warmly on Cadogan, wrapped his
top-coat over his evening clothes, and went out on deck.
Meade saw that Cadogan was gazing thoughtfully on the seat which Lavis
had vacated. "What do you make of him, Cadogan?"
Cadogan's face, when he swung his chair around, was flushed, his
dark-blue eyes more glowing than usual. "I don't know, except that he
had me thinking. He made me feel that he was reading my mind, and before
he left I was saying to myself, 'When I grow older I'll be something
like him,' only, of course, with less brains than he's got."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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